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那个小女孩～

2012-01-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

复杂的事，复杂的心情，让那个简单的女孩不知所措～

女孩不知道什么该做，什么不该做

什么该执着，什么该放弃

女孩想跟着感觉走～想什么都不想～想做自己想做的事～

可是，旁人的眼光让女孩止步甚至退后～不敢往前走～

自己开始胡思乱想～开始彷徨甚至犹疑起来～

压力越来越大～压得女孩透不过气，或许你会觉得女孩顾虑太多～

可是女孩就是个爱乱想～爱面子～怕受伤的小女孩～

因为怕～所以顾虑很多～女孩知道自己再也不能承受再一次的伤害～

女孩不知道哪个重要～哪个不～放弃？还是继续？

我累了～！！！！！

2011-12-12T02:03:00.000+08:00

心情指數：極差
心情好差好差，很多問題都突然找上門，很多都不知道如何去解決，好痛苦，但是每天啊，都得裝的若無其事的和朋友們嘻嘻哈哈，就是不喜歡讓他們覺得我不開心，讓他們擔心，尤其是我愛的家人朋友～晚上才是發洩的時間？？好煩好煩！！他忘了我們的約定，他的心不在我這裡，我呢？？每天期待，期待他真的可以信守諾言，可是，結果都一樣—— 失望～！不喜歡這樣的感覺，不想喜歡你，你可以消失嗎？不要給我希望然後一聲不響的離開嗎？我根本受不起第二次的打擊了。。走開走開，統統給我走開！！愛情？我受不起～！我只需要親情和友情。。。

健康指數：極差
很多東西想不通，當然不用想睡好覺，最近每晚都失眠！！一躺在床上，腦袋瓜就不停的想，不停的動，健康也變得很差～！！剛剛一個人去騎腳踏車，流了一身汗，感覺好舒服，希望自己累一點，然後今晚就可以好好的入睡，什麼都不想，什麼都不理～！！

是時候該醒了.....

2011-12-08T11:34:00.000+08:00

真的是時候該醒了，
從那場不屬於我的美夢裡醒來
我不願意，但沒辦法，那不是我的，更不屬於我的～

真的是時候該醒了，
從你眼神裡，我知道沒有我的容身之處，
看得很清楚，很明白
是自己不想把它看清楚，看明白而已
多麼希望自己可以真的笨到什麼都看不出
看不出你對他的心意，看不出你在乎他的眼神～

真的是時候該醒啦！
該醒啦，該醒啦，該醒啦！！！
振作點，開心點，向前出發吧
把不開心的丟掉，把那煩人的煩惱丟掉，
把開心的留下，把心情藏起來～

大考要到了啦～
不可以，不允許自己在這樣頹廢下去料！！
讀書讀書讀書！！！！

就是不喜歡~!

2011-12-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

討厭那樣的感覺，不喜歡不喜歡不喜歡！

   明明很在乎，卻常常被裝得不在呼
   明明很想念，卻常常被裝得不想念
   明明很開心，卻常常被裝得沒感覺
   明明很討厭，卻常常被裝得不。。。討厭
   明明很............喜歡，卻常常被裝得沒感覺～！
   就是討厭這樣的感覺！就是不喜歡這樣的心情！更是討厭這樣的自己！
   沒辦法.....誰叫自己那麼笨？明明知道不可能，就是不放棄～！就是不死心～！

話又說回來，又過了一個月，來到今年的最後一個月，最近啊，忙慘了。。
又是presentation 又要準備Final~!夠夠力不夠睡，黑眼圈夠夠力的深，最討厭的青春痘也夠夠力的在我的臉上出現，臉夠夠力憔悴～！！醜死了！！變得更沒有自信！！EMO LIAO LO!!算了，今天一定要早點睡～！還我一張好好的臉！晚安咯～！

Say Cheers =)

2011-11-24T11:12:00.000+08:00

I'm back again....=) quite a time no updated my blog..recently busy with the stupid assignment....ECS sketch,lots of presentation ...busy life=no life....haha...Ohya, recently some misunderstanding happened around my friends...lots of unhappy thing happen and make all of us bo mood~!and i also don't know why I included with this..But,luckily I go and explain..and they understand me..=) some lesson I learned from this incident~! Try to not to do that after this=) so....dun worry...just say cheers.....haha......

那些年，我们一起追的女孩～

2011-11-12T19:16:00.000+08:00

刚刚看完这部电影～怎么说呢？感动，好看，真实，热血这几个形容词可以表达我对这部电影的意见～起初，我就被身边的朋友影响也从朋友那儿知道九把刀要出电影了，所以一直期待一定要去看这部电影～刚开始，也不怎么觉得很好看，但是慢慢看到结局，真的很感动，眼泪都差点流下来.....很喜欢电影里的那句对白-在成长的过程里最痛苦的事就是同年龄的女生总是比男生成熟，这往往让没有一个男生招架的著 *like*我被这部电影深深的感动着不是因为它的剧情很精彩，而是被那种真实给感动到～结局的时候，男主角对女主角说过的话，更让人掉泪～或许真正的爱就是看到他能过得幸福的时候，自己打从心里的祝福他过得更幸福更快乐～！vote 10/10!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-UhAu7iL2Pk&feature=related
这是这部电影的插曲，很好听，很舒服=）

Learn to Ignore !!!!

2011-11-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

Learn to ignore those thing I dun want to think about

Learn to ignore the face I dun want to face

Learn to ignore the emotional That I hate ever

Learn to ignore the action

Learn to ignore you!!All about you!

I think I can live better without you!

I think I can more independent without you !

I think I can more cheer without you!

I think I can more comfort without you!

I think I can more happy if i learn to ignore you!!

I going to ignore you!!!I have to learn !!work hard work hard!!!

Lastly~I wanna to tell you that

I WANT TO IGNORE YOUUUUU!!!!

GET OUT FROM MY WORLD!!!

Say goodbye to October and say Hi to November XD

2011-10-31T17:10:00.000+08:00

Time flies without notice....Today is the last day of October 2011...too fast too fast too fast~!!!review back what have I done in this months...Haha...Just realize that I went to travel every single weekend~Cameron Highland,Ipoh ,KL,and clubbing too>.< My money just fly away ~!Promise myself not to spend too much in this coming month....I think bread will become my best partner start from today...T.T *Pity Pity*

   November is coming ~Going to super duper busy in this month...I have to sit for my mid-term test and lots of assignment and presentation in this busy november~Ops...can't really dare to imaging how much stress will come to me....Hate It la ....But as a student,I know this is the process I need to go through until the day I graduated! Hmm....what??? I still need to experience this kind of life 3 and half years if no resist or retake in my examination la......What the Hell!!!sob!T.T
  Well...Going to sit for my Micro & Marco mid-term test tomorrow and then follow by effective communication skill,management and the last test is socialization on this friday..I know I should do my revision now but I really don't have the mood to study la....Just feel like blogging~!Ish....I'm soooo lazy =( Hope that I can do well in the test and same goes to all my friends too....Good luck to myself and to my beloved Kamparian =)
  Last but not least,I wish all my family and friends good luck in this new month and stay healthy as always..bye=)

Back to life~

2011-10-30T01:34:00.000+08:00

Going back to my Uni life again
Damn bored la..
Have to face lot of assignment,presentation,mid-term
Hate It la...

Run to KL for a week~
seriously I feel that I'm tired~I mean mentally and physically
I need a better rest~That is what I need now
Recharge my energy and I know I will do better after this~
confidence=)Haha
so......Skipped my class~
sorry...=) I will do replacement after this la~~believe me XD

Don't really feel like going back ~
maybe I dun feel like want to face anyone
Herm....try to evade~evade everything

Good night=)

深夜了

2011-10-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

夜深了

耳边播着自己最爱的HERO~

今晚又失眠啦

但是真的好享受自己一个人在房间的夜晚

做着自己想做的事

发发呆，哼哼歌=)

自己的私人空间

放着自己喜欢的物品

太久没有这样了

到大学后都跟朋友同房

少了独处的时间

特别珍惜了～

对了对了

忘了告诉你

我现在在吉隆坡

所以有自己的房间=）

开心开心

好啦。夜了，

明早大姐还要带我去吃早餐

睡觉先。。还没睡的

现在去睡吧。。。=）

煎熬

2011-10-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

她今天离开他了～
听朋友说她离开的时候留给他一封信和他送过她的礼物，默默走了。。。
回想起她来的时候到底是抱着怎样的心情的～是想做最后一次的挽回还是想把这段感情放下完美的句号?不管是怎样，心都不好受吧，这对一个女人是多么残忍痛苦的事啊？真的不敢想她到底拿出了多少的勇气才来到这里的～想起那天晚上他和她的场景，心不知觉的酸了，眼睁睁的看着自己最爱的人变了心～真的是种煎熬！！虽然不是和她很熟悉，但是我真的有种冲动想去安慰她，安慰她那个已经受伤的心～加油吧，你可以的～放弃一个不爱你的人也是一种幸福~他也不再是那个爱着你的他。。她很幸运，至少她解脱了～看清了。。
煎熬～
go ANd listen this song ba~

对于他，我无话可说！！
他的花心到底伤了多少人的心，伤害了也失去了最爱他的她～或许或许有那么一天他会为自己的行为付出代价～！！！！

Happy Birthday to Esther!!Sweet 18=)

2011-10-05T01:52:00.000+08:00

Well...the time now is already 1.13a.m ~MIDNIGHT! And I just came back from outside for the celebration for my friend Esther 18 years old birthday....I get to know this cute girl through my friend Jane~They came from same hometown-butterworth..(I dono I spell it correct or not)XD ...The first impression I get from this girl is pretty,cute,and also simple...we always chit-chat ,gossip here and gossip there...kinda happy and relax when together with them..just this girl facing some love trouble and don know how to settle it down ~I have the experience before too~so I might the one who really know about what her feeling now~Many of her friend keep advised her to put down the worst relationship,just like the time my friends advised me~She can't do it as she don know how to live without him~she not even dare to think about break up or stop the relationship~because falling to deep,so it's hard to pull yourselves out from it...Jane even ask me to advised her too~But as I said,No one can help you,you the only one to help yourselves~I just can share my experience to you if you really want to releases yourselves in that relationship~I know you will wake up one day~forcing you to forget now also not the better way to you....Gambateh ,my dear friend~!Quite heart pain when seeing you getting hurt bcs of him~=(

Lastly,I want to make a wish for you also,I really hope that you will get your Mr.right that really love you and care about you soon soon....Happy Birthday again~muacksss ****

The photo will be upload soon~Be patience ya^^

It's OCTOBER!!

2011-10-04T00:56:00.000+08:00

Unconsciously, september end and now already october,how fast the time flies..
we went to KL during weekend~have a lot of fun with my bestie ~our plan that want to help ah lao to celebrate his birthday was S.U.C.C.E.S.S!He received the surprises when the neway's stuff brought the cake and come in our room...

Let the photo do the talk for today =)

   Just look from his action,how surprises he get that time=) His mind sure think that that is
     unbelievable~His's face really look funny right=)haha...

make wishes~

Our lovely family's members~left Ah Boon and Kok hao =(
Friendship Forever!!

Fat lao with me~!

The end!!
It's all about today post...I know it kinda boring ~sorry...Gonna to sleep early as my class start at 9a.m tomorrow~~!!Will try to make it more interesting ~I'm promise=) good night!!

Semester 2 in foundation !!

2011-09-19T15:54:00.000+08:00

Back to Kampar again for the new semester ~Semester 2 now =) really hope everything going smooth for this semester..Ohya~I received my semester 1 final exam result,god bless me~I passed In this semester,that mean I not going to retake those 5 subject anymore!!haha!!I pass! I pass!!that so surprised~I tot my math won't pass in this final ,but.....hehe.....mummy gave me rm 300 for reward..happy sia!thankiu^^

Semester 2 .....a lot of friends already not same class with me...that means I going to meet new friends...is it good or bad??depend on yourself ba~!I just hope that I will meet someone with the true heart~won't lie between us..can I??Hmmm...good luck for those who I know in this semester^^ Jia you~!

The timetable for this semester~not bad ,right?^^

我还是我=)

2011-09-14T22:14:00.001+08:00

回来也有5 天了，还有2天就回去了=（无所事事的过我的生活，每天不是吃，煲戏就是睡觉～生活轻松得不得了～！陪陪家人陪陪朋友！每天都不知道吃了多少餐，一直吃吃吃，吃饱就睡，现在啊肚子也跟我在进行抗议～今天跑厕所几趟了～！今晚就乖乖留在家咯 =）耳边播着杨宗玮最新的歌-那个男人- 歌词很有意思，加上他的声音～真的吸引到我了～很好听的一首歌，如果你还没听过，推荐你咯～开着冷气，把耳机塞进耳朵，静静一个人，好久好久没有这样做了，好喜欢这时候，享受着音乐，享受着宁静，把自己的心情写在这里～这是多么幸福的事啊～

straight long hair~

curl long hair~

which one you all prefer???Hmm...I really need your opinion=) leaves your comment for me here okay~thankyou <3

体验

2011-09-11T14:48:00.000+08:00

我又回到我最舒服的地方啦～我-的-家！！！超开心～这次是自己一个人搭飞机回来的～独自在机场呆等了数小时～草草的在Oldtown 用过晚餐后，大姐的男朋友就回家去了。我到处逛逛，最后还是选择到starbucks 打发时间～买了一杯RM15的chocolate blended ~心痛到～～～选了一张空座坐下了～拿出我向Jane 借的一本小说就开始翻读了～那本小说的书名我很喜欢<<爱要报喜不报忧 The joy of love》著者是吴若权～这本书是个极短篇的小说，反应着现代人面对爱的种种难题～我也领悟了很多很多～那一次的恋爱，自己的确做了很多傻事，错事～回来后，很多朋友问了同样的问题～燕，有新的男朋友吗？这种问题都会出现在我们的谈话里～我也只好一次一次的解答了他们的疑问～=）我还是单身，如果我说我很享受单身的生活，那我就是骗你的，单身快三年了，我只能说我习惯一个人了，但我绝不会说我喜欢上孤单了～每次看见恋人们很甜蜜很幸福，自己都觉得好羡慕，好像自己也能找到一个他～但是，不懂是不是过于理性的问题，我从来不会因为孤单而乱交往~我不是要求高，我只是不想再像那场恋爱里伤害自己或对方～我一直再反省，我改变自己，只是要在下一个恋爱里的路走得更顺更远～我不会埋怨现在的生活，我领悟到知足常乐的真理～我希望你们也是～最近，某些事一直困扰着我，我不知道如何去解决，更不知道如何去帮她～老天，帮帮他们好吗？感觉好难受，但又不能像别人说出口～还有6 天就要回去了，回去开始我的SEM2，回去面对一些带着面具的人，总是防备，防备，再防备，我不知道她为什么那样对待我们，DELETE 我们的FACEBOOK，难道有必要做到这样吗？她有珍惜过我们的友谊吗？友谊早在你对我做出伤害我的事情时，全都破碎了，我也看开了，也知道那些朋友可以交，那些不能～或许应该谢谢你让我明白这道理，让我知道你的真面目，所以，算了吧～我只希望你不要再对你身边的朋友做出伤害他们的事，不然，你只会落到没有真心朋友的地步～做事不要太主动，冲动~这是我对你的劝告～听不听随你～你和我之间再也没有任何瓜葛了～！！好了，不写了，等我有空时再写吧～=）

GG.com

2011-09-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

Oh my god!!How I going to face my Final exam???NO mood to study at all!!AT ALL!!!!cham liao cham liao!!!this time really gg liao...what I'm doing now??blogging.facebooking,sleep?I can't iagine how i going to face my exam!!!!!!!!!!!I dun want resist!I dun want stay sem 4!!I dun want I dun want I dun want!!!!!

2011-08-25T09:49:00.000+08:00

三个月过去啦。。就这样在大学的三个月过去了。。三个月说长不长，说短不短。。还记得刚刚来到这里时超级不适应。。每天都过得很辛苦～很想家。。那时，唯一想的就是快快过完三个月然后回家！今天~我可以回家了！回去见我的家人朋友～开心指数飘升到100！哈哈。。三个月里，真的让我成长不少～我开始不再依赖家人，自己也能照顾自己咯。。大家都说大学是半个社会。果然是真的～！人心难测啊～在这里，我见到的是许许多多的陌生面孔～大家都带着面具做人。。真真假假...很让人害怕...我也改变了，变得不在意了...不在意别人怎样说怎样讲.....朋友？太好笑了！朋友，我当你是朋友，你呢？把我放在心上吗？想想那天你是怎样对待我的？那天，我灰心了～也看清楚你..算了吧，也不想在解释，你利用朋友，两次了～！！忍无可忍了！×不要对号入座×所以说家人才是唯一能让我永远依靠的肩膀！当然我不是说全部朋友都一样，我也有知心的一帮朋友！我了解他们，真心的对待他们，当然他们也是！我很幸运～我找到了！找到了！哈哈！

Latest news~^^

2011-08-25T09:18:00.000+08:00

Let's the photos do the talks for today..lalalalala

Latest me^^

Last Presentation In sem 1~Critical thinking...

Big Jeff~!He going to Taiwan soon...We miss him damn much =(The lecturer class without you very weird la..Can't hear you call me auntie anymore!Can't share your secret anymore!By the way~Please take a good care there ...Study hard hard ar!Don't keep playing and playing!!

Friendship forever!!If you dare to forget me..then your secret sure will post in Facebook de!!hehe.

All helpers took a photo with wilber pan!He just stand behind me !!OH MY GOd~!Somemore he put his hand on my shoulder!so lucky la...haha..Crazy over UUUUU.....I love him so much..Friendly, Funny,Nice + handsome!!!!!!!arghhhhhhhhhh=))

Sick=(

2011-08-14T14:20:00.000+08:00

I fall sick again again and again~Fever,cough,flu and sore throat come to me together..wt* suffering now... sleep and sleep this weekend...I don know why I still feel tired after I slept for so many hours!Damn it!!
Let's talk about my life ..recently I feel that I changed a lot...I closed my heart and don let anyone go in..what happen har?out group??? Tomorrow is the mid-term test for basic english ...that mean I going to GG in this test again!OMG!!no mood to study at all after the mid term test!!Someone pls slap me!!!haha!

Miss my hometown so much la....Going back on this 27 august!excited!!Wait for me ya kay tee!!I got a lot of dates already!BTW..I know i still need to study for my final exam!!I will..I promise^^TaK sabar sabar want to go back and meet my lovely family members^^this is what I waiting for and make me feel happy^^tata la...

到底怎么了？

2011-07-28T01:44:00.000+08:00

发生什么事了？？我竟然在意他说的每一句话了！！我怎么了？疯了吗？明知道没有结果的却傻傻的往前走！！清醒点～你要的不是这个他！不是不是不是！！伤过了，不能在受伤了！不能不能不能！我要清醒点！不要被这个错觉牵着走了!!

Pissed off!!!

2011-07-24T11:06:00.000+08:00

Pissed off pissed off pissed off!!!WTF!I'm so unlucky ~! ~Some of my assignment group mate doing nothing for the assignment~!!Pls la!YOu want go to semester 4 then you go yourself la!!Assignment mark is very important for me!Stupid!!!Pls be discipline,independent okay????!!!I not your who!I also very lazy to call you all passed up this and that!Say okok but what you had done for me???RUBBISH!!!If you guys dun want to do then kindly tell me,I can help you and say to our lovely tutor!!That Not a problem !!!THankYou!And I think I need to tell you guy that Don't try to challenge me ~!I will do anything if I really Behtahan with your style/attitude !!!This is my last warning to you !!Please be alert !!

Stress!

2011-07-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

Facing a lot of stress now!!Mid-term exam,assignment,presentation.......I just hope I can cope with it...!I hope to get a better result !But I lack of time and strength to move forward!~!Who can help me ?????担心的事越来越多了,脸上的笑容反而越来越少....李丽燕！你到底怎么啦！做回自己～不要去在意别人的眼光！！
I feel warm ...I'm not alone!~! A lot of my hometown friends always give me a call me and sms me ,always ask my condition,care me a lot a lot..I can feel it!!^^!I'm fine...dun worry about ur ah yan!!Ah yan very tough de la^^thank you ya..Friendship forever!!!Muacksss!

That all for today!Just feel want to blogging ~!Stay tuned with me ya!

Break my own record!

2011-07-09T12:53:00.000+08:00

I break my own record~eermhem..I din sleep for whole night !First time...we stay at lakeside and go Mcd at 4a.m just for their breakfast...How crazy am I!Maybe a lot of you guy tried this experience before~BUT...this is my first time~haha!!study study and study!!We really did it....we really STUDY there!!NO JOKE!hehe^^

Reached my hostel around 8am ..I tot I can have a good rest but I failed!Gastric killing me again!SH*T!I hate gastric!!Feel like vomit ~totally uncomfortable!Anyone help me???T.T I miss my home seriously!I still can remember that when I having gastric,there are sure got a lot of food waiting me to eat them~!My family are so worry about me...but here???no MORE!no ONE will prepare the food for me...How pity am I!But luckily I still have a nice housemate that willing to go da bao for me!NO more spicy food for me today!I know I need to really take care of my body before it become worst!!!

Can you guy see my dark circle and my sick face??This is what I get from here!!

8th July 2011

2011-07-08T11:02:00.000+08:00

环境或许真的能让一个人改变。进入了大学后，感觉自己也变了，性格变了～以前疯疯癫癫的性格，现在好像都不见了～以前样样事都看得很重的我，现在竟然什么都不理了～以前很多话的我，现在也不多话了，以前那么在意别人对我的评论，现在竟然也不理了，是好事还是坏事？是什么改变了我？环境？我想也是。。脸上的笑容慢慢的消失了，不是心情不好，只是不想笑了～和朋友的话题越来越少了，不是不合了，而是不想多话了，人也变得奇奇怪怪，连自己都不懂自己要的是什么，可笑吗？每天忙得连睡觉的时间都没有，感觉压力压得我快喘不过气来～每天躲在这小小的房间里，四面墙壁，让我感觉很有压迫感～！我好想说我累了，真的真的累了，心累了。。好想躺进家人的怀抱里～让他们呵护我～可以吗？

JUly~New month with new hope...

2011-07-01T09:46:00.000+08:00

JULY...Time flies...I been stay here around 1 month...How my life's going on here??Hmm...I'm enjoying my Uni life now...there are a lot of activities held in the campus...and I really enjoyed it well...What a wonderful and interesting life~!A lot of assignment already shoot to me....sociology,critical thinking,economic,basic english ...24 hours are totally not enough for me...some more ,there are still have a small test ...I done my 1st test in Utar!feel so nervous and stress...I hope the result will make me satisfied...PLs.! I hate my Panda eyes now~!It look ugly!!arghh..!!!

I met my KT friend last week...really enjoyed my time with them~!My dear carol,jiayi,annie,ah kit,lao 9,trishal,waihao~My hometown friend!~!So yeah, must have a next gathering someday soon!I'm waiting!~Oh ya...I want to thanks miss jia yi tat keep be my driver that two day~!Thanks a lot ya.. =)

Overspending in this month !!keep shopping shopping and shopping!!I need to control myself!!!this is what i promised to do =)Believe me la hor...

Lastly...I hope all my lovely blog reader good luck in this new month and all the best~!!stay tuned with me always...

Bye bye~^^

I really mind it!!

2011-06-20T16:18:00.000+08:00

I mind it!
I mind it!
I mind it!
I really really mind it!!!
But what can I do??what can I change to change your mind??
I mind your word!
I mind your action!
I mind your everything!!
But do you really know that ???=(

Friends???? or maybe stranger????

2011-06-16T00:53:00.000+08:00

From my tittle above,if you are really intelligent enough..You should know maybe I having some trouble now...Actually what are the meaning of friend??The one you always stick together??or the one you would share your secret to??Erm~For me 'FRIEND' not means everything,but they have a quite important position in my mind...I'll treat them super good and I'll 100% believe them once I feel that they are my friend..but...I think I've to change my opinion~ maybe I've to change the way how I treat my friends to avoid get hurt???I dun really hope to do tat...but once you get your friends betray you will know my feeling well....quite hard to describe my feeling now...just feel disappointed with someone ...If you think that I am saying about you then you can go through with it...B.E.L.I.E.V.E ??I think now quite hard to believe someone so easy..I miss my secondary friends for so much...I love the way they interact with other..straight ,true, pure and true heart!!~That is what I want from a friend!!oH...I feel want to shout loudly now!!Feeling bad now!!I hate those who betray me!!I HATE it!! How can I survive in this cruel environment!!??Maybe I should change to be a cruel person to survive in the world???Moody now~!!!Grrrrr......................

2011-06-11T11:31:00.000+08:00

I leaves my blog for 1 week ++...sorry to all my blog reader that always stay tunned with me~hehe..appreciate it!From my latest post..I promised that I will post what had happen when I going to KL~and yea... now am going to keep my promise~!!

Having a lot of fun in that 3 days....Spent all my time to be with them...As you know I miss them a lot a lot...Once I reached there...my Da Jie and Er Jie brought me to eat~our favourite food-鸡公煲 !!I ate a lot..2 bowl of rice!!!That are really awesome!!You can try to have ur dinner at there if you got the chance..their location at Kuchai lama there....and sure we went to sing-k at New way...My er jie love to sing for much!!so..as her good sister sure I accompany she ^^After that,it's my SHOppING Time!!! Sunway Piramid !!!

Kindori~~nice Ice-cream.....^^

Before I came back to kampar,Da jie cook a bottle of herba tea for me...Thank you my lovely da jie...feel so warm and touch^^

Nice!!!

So back to my kampar life....start my tutorial class already!!and two assignment are already shoot to me!!!OH my God!!really no ideal to do it la!!!anyone can teach me??Pls~~~T.T
I met a lot of friend here~~They all are soooo cute and the same thing is we also like to talk...everyday just blow water and going out till mid night~enjoy my time with them^^

10 of Jun is my lovely daddy birthday...so sad that I can't celebrate with him~!!!All the best to my papa..and I would like to tell you that I love you~and I'm feel glad that can be your daughter!!You are our good and best daddy forever and ever!!!!I had mail a birthday card to him too~hope he will like it^^

happy birthday la...^^

I end my post with my latest photo^^Utar~my choices!!haha

Bye.............

KL later....

2011-06-02T09:02:00.000+08:00

Yes,I'm here for blogging again~hmm..decided to going KL later ALONE by train and this is my 1ST TIME !!how dare am I ,right?my parent and sister was so worry about me~but..I want to see them for so much,so I still choose to go back without anyone accompany me...Get my KTM tickets just now...Each ticket cost me RM20..Freaking expensive for me as a student~!!erm...actually got a bit feeling scare la...don know I can reach there safety ma...haha...*touch wood touch wood* two and half hours journey to there and come back again on sunday early in the morning....I hope I can really used to here when I come back here...I'm so free this week...Just have lecture class in this week and all the tutorial class will start from second week...I hope I can more busy than now....Ohya,I met some new friends too at here..they are Emily...erm..let me describe about her..she have a long hair and small body size..she came from Johor with nobody!!she is a english educate student..so,she just know to talk english but not chinese!!hehe...this is a hard job for me to communicate with her..as you all know my english poor like sh**..haha..but I also try my best ...I know I can improve my english as well...conclusion-she is a nice girl and I feel glad to meet her^^ another one is wan er~her name are so cute ,right~wan er mean small bowl in chinese!what can I say about her??erm..she local from Ipoh too...she also is a happy -go-luckly girl..and I think I should tell you guys..I found 2nd Tang Pui Mang here~haha...their behaviour are totally same....haha..like to joke and play around~!!

That all for my post today..I going to take my breakfast 1st~ciao....^^

28th and 29th May 2011

2011-05-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

Erm...thinking how to start my post now...what should I talk about??.......okay...I should start from 2 visitor came kampar to find us...and this two days...they brought me a lot of happiness....I feel so warm when they came to find me....There are so hard to find someone you know for very long time in this stranger place...Aww...so touch....Have a happy moment with them this two day...^^ Thankiu~~

Kampar famous food~面包鸡

Nice food..recommended ~Rate:8/10

Lok lok+steamboat+bbq buffet

Guess how much per person for this .........Let's I told you...just RM19.80 and I'm sure you will satisfied with the food there~~^^

Okay lah..end my post here...have my 1st class tomorrow...All the best to me loh.....stay tunned ~bye bye

I hope I can success in my future time!!

2011-05-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

  Hello..am blogging again....eerm...live in Kampar almost 1 week .....If you ask me how are me here??fine there??I answer was absolutely No!!!Seriously~I homesick!!I miss all of them so much!I don know why I just can't be independent like chui but always missing them....I cried for so many times....you feel that i'm useless,right???I think so....but..my mind keep pop out their face...I MISS THE TIME WE TOGETHER!!
I tried my best to console myself ~but...I failed to do it!!I'm sorry...chui!!I knew that I brought a lot of trouble to you!!You know that I just don know how to keep my feeling inside my heart!!sorry...and thank you so much that you are the one who accompany me when I got some problem!THANK YOU ^^
Skype with my sister just now.....I know all of them are worrying about me....sorry,papa,mama,jie jie~!!!I just realize that how much they doted on me....I feel bless that I have a happy and sweet family!!Again..thank you!
I love you all for so much!!!

I told myself...
''Distance are not the point to separate our love...I know you all are always beside me and give me a lot of support ...well...I will be strong and start my new life in this stranger place !!I wont let you all dissapointed ....''
     I LOVE ALL OF MY FAMILY
   MEMBERS!!!

Kampar life....

2011-05-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

I reached kampar.....this place was too strange for me...and then I need to stay here for 4years...I already left my hometown~ my lovely parent... my lovely siblings...I've to learn how to independent~I've to solve my own problem,I've to learn how to save my daily cost...I've to learn a lot lot thing....I miss home right now....I feel so down when am thinking that I can't meet my parent and my siblings everyday~feel like crying laa.....papa&mama....我真的很想念你们！！I hope am really can used to it as fast as possible....=(

Start my uni life tomorrow...all the best to me bah.....

不舍....

2011-05-20T00:29:00.000+08:00

收拾好了行李，是时候把心情也收拾好～

再见了，我最爱的家人。

再见了，我爱的朋友。

我会带着你们满满的祝福去开始我的新生活～

勇敢的去闯每一个难关～！！

Happy Wesak Day!!

2011-05-17T23:40:00.001+08:00

祝大家卫塞节快乐啦～！！好久好久没有用华语写blog 了，来看看我的华语有没有退步先～哈哈。。。so...我要从卫塞节游行那天讲起，举行游行的那天是星期五~chui chui 临时告诉我她不能陪我去游行了～所以剩下我和辉婷，我没有去参加过，所以当然一定要去的啦！！感谢辉婷陪我走完～感动到爆！

花车很美，是吗？

莲花连花～

大约走了一个多小时才走完，很累，但很爽！希望明年还有机会参加～

对了，昨晚我们一家人和爸爸的好朋友出去吃顿饭。。算是给我的farewell dinner～也趁机感谢uncle对我的照顾和疼爱。。虽然我没有当上你的干女儿，但是我感觉到你的疼爱和关怀～我觉得我真的很幸运，我同时得到两个爸爸的爱～谢谢你们。。。我一定会好好孝顺你们的！爸爸&妈妈。。I'm glad to be your daughter~you all are the best papa and mama for me forever!I love you all more than I can say...^^

PAPA~

MAMA~

Aunty and uncle!

^^

okay,觉得我的华语怎样？？我觉得还不赖。。。呵呵～再见啦！

Packing packing packing.....

2011-05-17T00:17:00.000+08:00

Just finished pack my clothes~left 3 days to leave....Actually,I don know what I should keep ....How many clothes should I keep.....so,I luan luan keep ...what also bring to there,more good than less la hor...=) Anyone understand my feeling now??I cant describe my feeling with any word!! I can feel my tears almost want to drop~but....I try to not let this happen..and finally am success~*give me a clap* okay??...Am know that I'm not enough brave,tough....but am promise I will do my best ~!!I'm promise!!!!

Stay tuned with me for my next post,i'll update very very soon~bye bye!

Leaving soon T.T

2011-05-16T00:56:00.000+08:00

Can you feel that How much That I love my Family???

Today is already 16th may 2011 ,that mean am still left 4 days in my hometown~Am going to leave soon~Time flies~I wonder that how can I live without them~This fews day keep worry about this and that~ I can passing my day alone??moody~I know am going to miss them a lot a lot..my dad,my mum,my sister,my baby nephew ~and my life style!I'had to change my life after that~I have to do all the housework~I hope I can pass this suffer time~I hope~am really hope that...so...god bless me,please!I want to have a bright future~so I should solve all the trouble ~chui chui chui~I need your help~please try to console me when am bad mood~we need to take care for each and other,kay?promise me!Try to avoid quarrel in our future life...We should remember that we are best best friend forever~L.O.V.E!!

I love this quotes so much~Do you??

Celebration for mother's day!

2011-05-11T23:27:00.001+08:00

Let talk about mama's day that just passed few days ago~woke up at 8am as usually..After sent my little sister to school then am had an outing with my friends...We decided to buy Carnation for our beloved mama ^^so headed to flower shop to buy some^^we also called our chui chui to buy some too but she paiseh to present it ~so....we keep advised and advised her...and finally she buy it too^^yeAH!give her a clap^^She is a good daughter!!!!

I also bought two beams of Carnation....one for my beloved mama..and one for my beloved sister...This is a 1st year she become mama le..haha..she was so surprised when she received the flower^^ I sent those flower to my mum's shop to give her a surprise too^^ and I called her to put in the shop and show to other people that how blissful she is~haha...

Last night ,we just celebrated with my big family~there are a lot of mama there^^Grandma is the biggest mum that night~

all mama ~

My grandma^^

grandmA and yiyi acting peace~^^

Have a nice gathering with them...lastly,took some photo before going to bed^^

9th may 2011 @ Girls outing again again again~hi

2011-05-11T13:40:00.000+08:00

Our plan A-Sweet And Treat again~but guess what~when we reached there ,the shop are closing again~wt...f
I've been there for two times but two times the shop are closing,am just want to try their homemade ice-cream only..why so hard har???== And again,we have to plan another plan B~so our final decision = Yes Corner Restaurant~so...SuShi time again !!

Hand roll~forget the name of this sushi^^

Finish! We ate a lot..

After that,change place to continue yamcha again~how geng we are right?just finished dinner then straight go yamcha already^^another talking time for all girls!

New cafe ~Cavalie~I love the decoration and feel very mysterious~

Special drink of CaValie cafe~

Pop-corn ~nice!

Ice-cream is a must for me in this hot weather!!!!

Gossip here and that for few hours~and the voucher girl (Teh Yan Xin) took out her Mcd voucher~Anddd...Teo yizen want to eat their ice-crem~so...we moved to McD ~haha...I think the time is around 10.30pm++ and I feel want to give a call to my parent and inform them I'll back to home late a bit...but mu phone run off of battery,so i borrowed zen's phone and I promised my dad I'll be home before 11pm..hahhaa...

My favourite!

Ice-cream time!!

mc Flurry~

Mc fluRRy stick together~so funny ~

Rain heavily that night~plus there are a terrible night...rain and thunder~all my friend should know that I'm scare of thunder!!!Tian and I keep shout outside the mcd!!my god...feel want to cry already~reached home already 11.30pm...and I also break my promised that I'll be home at 11pm..the next day,my mum told me that my dad is worry about me till cant sleep ...oh..I felt so sad..I'm sorry ,Dad!!
1 night ,five girls went to 3 restaurant ....break record doh!hahha

Speechless~

2011-05-07T23:05:00.002+08:00

What had happened to this world right now??Human's moral value drop day by day~Do you have watched the video that some high school student bully a student in the facebook??They not only beat the student but they still cut the student's hair!How over they are!The worst thing is they are Girl!Female! I don't really understand that why they still want to record those rubbish video and post it out?OMG~am not really understand what are their mind thinking~ Actually~there are a lot of way to solve any problem...but they choosing the stupid way~!*speechless*

'Learning to ignore things is one of the great paths to inner peace... ~~♥'I like this sentense so much~ I'm trying to learn this also~not to too care~I want peaceful life.....learning to put down something..learning to talk in a nice way when facing someone you dislike~ learning to ignore~learning learning learning~I believe that I can do it !!

~~~~~~~~~Took some picture with my little ill sister just now...^^she is so cute ,right?

Supergirl!!!

Angry~ing!!haha!

I dote her for so much!

The end for today~bye!

6th May 2011~Outing with my girls....

2011-05-07T12:36:00.001+08:00

Another outing with my girls again~Planned to go 'Sweet And Treat' but unluckily there are close for today as the boss are not feeling well today T.T~It's okay...will go there again on this Sunday!Ice-crEam~I want it so much!!! So changed our plan to Zies Corner....

Girl's Time again~

Chui zui's black pepper chicken chop~

Tian and yan xin's food~

女人强 ordered nasi lemak!

Chocolate Ice CRush~nice!!

mine~lamb chop!!!nice!!!

After finished,continued our gossip time at THe Two Cafe~!!

38~ing !!!girls ma!

ee-lynn,tian,yan xin!!

chui and me!short hair???nice???

okay la...end my post here~bye!thanks for reading lo!

5th may@Gathering with FRIEND

2011-05-06T16:23:00.000+08:00

From the last post,I promised that am will upload the gathering photo..so..I'm going to keep my promise~^^

Took a photo before going out^^

I have to drive today as nobody can fetch me..so I called yizen and chui zui that am going to fetch them around 6.45pm..headed to ee-lynn house-Taman Semarak..We are the 1st one arrived to her house...of course we lend out our hand to prepare those food..Finally~we done!!

There are not much food because just 9 person are going to attend include ee-lynn...And and and and.....the '水饺'are so delicious...I love it so much~and I love the 'bal bal' too..haha..you may ask what is bal bal??You can ask from who are there last night~they might tell you what is 'Bal Bal' hahahhahaha.....

Gossip here and that for few hours~keep laugh all the way because Mr.Toh Yen Ming are so funny !!Love to chit-chat with they seriously...I never expect that I can talk so much with them as am not really close with them from last time..but I was totally wrong...they are so kind AND nice laaaa......

Cleaned up after that..Thank you to this two hardworking boy and girl!!^^

Girls photo time again~~~~We love this!!

chui zui and Me!Friendship forever!!

Doing crazy with Tian~Look at her face!!haha

More photo I will upload to facebook~If you are interesting ,then go and have a watch at there bah~bye bye!

5th may @International children's day~

2011-05-06T01:11:00.001+08:00

First and foremost,I would like to wish all the kids Happy Children's Day~My little sister's kindergarten-StarWays also celebrated on this day ...so that ,my little princess woke me up early in the morning to help her tied up her short hair~=.= She dressed up with a beautiful dress and went to school with a happy and excited mood~ After that,this little princess came back home with a lot of present that given by the kindergarden~ I believe that she had a lot of fun there!

This cute girl took some photo with her present~

Happy Meal from MCD~not bad not bad~

Enjoying her cold drink~

I'd planned to go out for my lunch after pick up my little sister but I'had no idea that what should I eat??.. An idea pop out in my mind after I saw the McD happy meal ...Yes~tat is MCD!! Spices Chicken Mc Deluxe always is my 1st choices..I like it soooo much..*hehehe*Drive-thrus again....Took some photo while waiting my food done~

My sister with her son~

wHEn we are together~
That all for today ...Just a short and bored post...Am feel like to blogging ma !!TaTA...will upload the gathering photo in the next post~so.. wait for me ya!

30th april 2011-3rd may 2011@Family Gathering!

2011-05-04T00:40:00.000+08:00

This is my family photo~you may get shock because we can count as a big family than others family...I have six siblings..all are girls~I feel proud that I can be the one of this family~I love my parents and also my siblings much much~^^from the last post ,I had told that my sisters are coming back home for their holidays..We are so busy this few days~and am also take this opportunity to stick with them...For sure,my mum had cooked many type of their favourite food~such as laksa penang and also 'loo mee'~everyday just ate ate ate..we are no opportunity to feel hungry at all...haha...*Gain weight* Adui!!must keep fit again~~

Besides that,taking advantage of everyone at home,we decided to celebrate Father's Day and Mother's Day...

My handsome dad and my pretty mum XD

1 2 3 blow~

so sweet ,sweet couple or sweet parent^^

we also celebrate with this new daddy and new mummy~their son so chubby,right??

We discuss what should buy for my dad and my mum as their father's and mother's day present to them..and finally we bought...
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I-pad!ya..we bought I-pad for our daddy!!

And also bought a phone for our mummy as her phone going to be dead soon~Sony Ericsson Xperia 8

And and and.............we also share to buy a new phone for my second sister for her birthday present present as her birthday is just around the corner!!and she hope to have a touch scree phone for so much so we try to achieves her dream~look...how much we dote to her!!

Samsung Ace!!

Yea~~those present make my money gone!!!Oh my god~can you images that how much I should pay for those present???I answered A LOT I have paid around rm500++ for those present!!Lack of money seriously!!anyone willing to lend me some??haha^^just joking...I really hopes that they will love their present ~from now on...I have to start to earn some money to buy my I-phone 5 and also my camera!!*aza aza**fighing** ~^^wish me luck,kay?my dear friends~=)

Recently~

2011-05-01T00:47:00.002+08:00

Halo!I'm back again~quite a time am left from here,actually nothing can post due to my boring and routine life...== keep doing the same thing everyday and everyday...so I want to shout that I'm super duper bored!!

HaHa,can you feel how bored am I??

Happy Labour's day for those who are working 1st... Today is public holiday, so we must take this opportunity to take a good rest and relax our mind~Due to this holiday,my sister are coming back home...this is a rare opportunity to let everyone get together~my mum are going to cook a lot of delicious foods for them~well...am know that we are going to gain weight again..So bad!I think that I will upload all the photo with my family afterward if I have the time to do this..*hope*

I was attended to our 5 beta's barbecue gathering yesterday~I have a great time over there,met up with my ex-classmate that long time never meet~not all my class-mates that attend to this gathering..but this is not a problem to us..we still very enjoyed~thanks to who are willing to came~ ~special thanks to ee-lynn and mei chin that organised this gathering...I hope to have this gathering next time^^ am no took any photo yesterday night...all the photo will be upload by jiayi ~

Okaylah~I going to end my post at here...hope to enjoy ya^^bye bye...

23 april 2010

2011-04-24T16:56:00.001+08:00

Suppose to update my blog yesterday but due to some reason,so I just update today~I'm superb bored with my life now~doing the same thing everyday...What I can do is hanging out with my friends to pass my time~how pity are me!== so...as usually I hang out with kok hao and annie yesterday~We decided to go chilipadi(mamak stall) because I want to eat Tom Yam Soup~~!!As everyone know that all spicy food are my favourite food !!But,I can not eat too spicy food because I have gastric~Doctor always remind me that I have to take a good care of my healthy if not my gastric will be more worse!*sigh*this cannot eat that also cannot eat ...so what the fun of my life!!T.T sob~After that,we decided to go to the beach~Terengganu lack of entertainment,so beach is the place that we can go to have some fun there...we proud to be Terengganu people~because
there are many beautiful islands and beach~

The sky are so beautiful ,right??

three of us!!

can you feel the sea breeze???

crazy but we are happy!!

annie!!

Am going to end my post here....bye bye~hope to enjoy ya...see you again~^^

Dating with my study group's members~

2011-04-22T02:09:00.000+08:00

Li,Feng(leng cai name),bear and yee ,how do you feel about the tittle above??Sure miss the time a lot ya~when we study together at MCd,Library,Siet li's house,Shao feng's house,Bear's house,A&W,etc~Seriously,I miss that time...our study group~Play a lot,chit-chat a lot when the study group....and a new couple born because of this study group too...*dadadada~ They are Miss lee siet li and Mr.leang shao feng~Their love story start from this study group...so romantic ,right?Hehe,actually we all really study hard in this study group~Their case just a *special*case~so don misunderstanding the rest of us~haha... We really very guai lui and guai zai de XD....

This is the new born couple photo~haha~

Finally,am had finished the history of the study group~so let's start our topic todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~

I quickly dress up myself and get ready to go out as the MR.Bear told me that he will come fetch me around 6.30pm...But,He was late !!! After that,we plan to go Coco Jamboo for our dinner...chit-chat at there from 7pm to 9.30pm...So many topic to talk as we really long time din't meet up..Continue at zies corner again till 12.30 mid night~haha..As Kt don have a standard place for singing K session,so we prefer talking session~So ,Please do not feel weird that why KT' People can talk non-stop for so many hours~you should know that we already used to it~^^
am sorry that I did not upload any photo for today because I'm really hate to take any photo by my noob handphone~=( Hope to get my camera soon~!!

Alright, this is all my post about...good night everyone...^^

委屈～

2011-04-21T01:59:00.000+08:00

好人难当，就算你做再多的事，你的出发点是好的，别人也不会对你说声谢谢。。有的却反而骂你～你说啦。。好人是不是很难做！！我觉得很委屈，可是别人根本不会理会你的感受。。解释也是没有用。。。所以，吃苦了也只有自己懂～算了。。不想管～想怎样想就怎样想。。我无法控制！！如果觉得是我的错。。那我可以做的就是道歉。。。不是吗？我不想解释，也没有力气解释。。我对得起自己的良心。。我做到我答应的。。。我问心无愧～其他的。。。我没有办法～好人难做，坏人呢？或许要做坏人对我来说更难吧～我·懂我很笨。。。算了。。发泄吧！过一会就没有事了～学会了一件事，今后～不需要去主动帮别人～做好自己的本分就够了，人真的该为自己多想想！

Tears drop..

2011-04-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

Just a short post here ,feel want to release my feeling through blogging~You can ignore if you are not interested with it~

From the tittle......am cried T.T tears drop again...Have a talk with my sister...We talked a lot...personality ,family....If you know me well,you should know that last time the relationship between my mum and me are quite bad...We always wrangle ~ our opinion ，style are totally different!!She always request her child to be a person that what she want to be~But am hate people that try to control my life since i was small~so..there was the reason we are always quarrel!!*sigh* She feel that am impolite...but~*sigh* again~She is my parent!!when I grow up,I try to change~but she was not aware of my changes~heart pain!!After the talk, my sister told me that am a pessimistic thinking person~always think too much~worry too much!but am I??Maybe this is the other side of me~the side that I don't wish to let other see it~!!I cry like a baby in my room~I know that am have a lot of shortcoming~but...how to change this??anyone can give some idea??江山易改，本性难移啊！！
But But But ~~~~~~the relation between my mum and me are much better now!!!yeah~give a clap for myself^^ I hope that our relation will be more and more closer till the end~Am believe I can~Do you???^^ well,the feeling are much better now~thanks for those who still willing to read this post till the end~ I know am quite *ngam ngam cham cham* (in cantonese)~ appreciate much much!!Going to bed soon...goodnight。。。

my Panda eye come out again~

My baby nephew~

2011-04-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

How do you feel about the baby boy??cute?chubby??naughty??He is my nephew!!sooooooooooooooooooooo cute and chubby right??I love him more than I can say~Louis Lim Kai le~林凯乐～His name is give by his Parent~(lok lok) in Cantonese bring the meaning of happy~ Yea~We all hope that (lok lok) will have a better and happy life..He can grow up in an environment that filled with love and also caring~We'll do our best as I know his parent are learning how to be a good papa and mama~haha...All the best to them!!

His smile is so sweet!

That all for today again!Just a short post here!=)bye~

18 April 2011

2011-04-18T01:06:00.000+08:00

The time now is 12.51a.m and am still awake..maybe insomnia again tonight~=( Just finished a taiwan movie~As you know am love to watch taiwan or hong kong movie than korean and japan movie~hehe..Am know am going to kill by those are loving the korean movie or song...But..I'm still support taiwan and hong kong movie!!!Hiak hiak~
Here the movie that am just finish watched~ 犀利人妻~ The Fierce Wife

Xie An Zhen was happily married with one daughter until her husband cheated on her with her cousin. And the ensuing divorce became a battle of love and wits. The story start from here...and how was the ending ?? watch yourself bah~ Rate for the movie 9/10 (must watch)

Remember to share your comment here once you finished the movie~I'm waiting for you,kay??
That all for tonight~ciao!good night~

New blog skin~

2011-04-16T12:24:00.000+08:00

Tada~I just changed my blogskin and add some new song to my blogger~Hope all my reader can enjoy with this lo...^^I feel that my blog are too dead...but i not really know the reason~Hmm...mayb my blogger should upload more photo?or my english writting skill are too bad??I would like to get some comment from my blog reader~Pls!!^^..Anyways~I'll try my best to make my blog to be more interesting~~am promise~=) should I buy a new phone ??samsung galaxsy ace or samsung galaxsy S??Any idea??== Between..I also feel want to buy a new camera ..but...I had no money=( what to do???Too many thing that I want to buy...=( so,dad...will you buy those thing for me??I hope you will~hehe....This is my dream and I will make my dream come true one day!!wait for me!!!!haha~

It's time to fetch my little sister go to tuition ~so i just stop here~enjoy ur day..bye^^

This post for the person that important for me~

2011-04-14T21:20:00.002+08:00

我的年纪比你小，可能你会觉得我的安慰并不怎样。。但就是想好好的对你说一些话。。。你失恋了，你很伤心，但是你却一直想让别人知道你没事，对这件事很乐观。。很想大骂你。。干嘛要弄到自己那么辛苦？不开心就哭啊！上次我告诉你，不要刻意忘记，你越想忘记，你就越不能忘记～我知道你明白你和他的问题，分开也是迟早的问题。。。你的平静反而让我害怕。。伤心难过一定是正常的啊！你付出过你的真心，可能连你自己都不知道。。我也是这样。。。我们都爱面子。。都是不容易说出爱的人。。。我真的明白你的感受。。。那种痛，不是别人能体会的～伤会好。。。你懂得。。你要时间！！我也做到了。。。你不能？？说再多的安慰也不能让你开心的，感情的事，是要靠自己的。。。与其后悔以前不懂珍惜的，做错的，不如好好自我反省。。。感情淡了，要不回来～就算给你新的机会，你真的确定他是你要过一辈子的人吗？？好好的想。。我知道爱情不能这样理智的分对或错～我懂你的心受伤了，给自己多点的时间疗伤。。你不是机械人。。好好找个人哭诉吧。。。把心中不开心的统统讲出来。。。大大声地哭。。。你会很舒服的。。。加油。。我们真的期待看到你真正的笑容1～加油。。。你要知道我们永远挺你的！！！～GOOD LUCKK.....

Going to be crazy!

2011-04-13T08:57:00.002+08:00

Alright~had an outing with my friends...Chit-chat with them 8 hours long!!haaha~Girl's talk today~A lot to gossip~so yea...I admit that girl really like to talk so much~ but we really left no much time that we can spend to each other ~T.T

I have some trouble that annoying me...stress come to me...insomnia for few days.I don know why,but I know I have to find out those problem and calm down myself...Fall sick again~I know that every day I not enough sleep...but what can i do??I seem like a good listener to other...they use to phone me when they having some trouble in their life..but...I felt that it is hard for me to find a listener T.T Last night,I going to be crazy again...felt so upset...try to open my contact number and find someone to talk...but....haiz...Luckily,i saw a contact number,a friend that long time we did not contact with~I try to send a message to ***...actually..that time is already late night..I m so lucky that *** still awake...In front of *** ,I can do whatever I like,no need to act ...no need to care...*** used to listen wad I said...I really released my feeling well...shout to *** !!haha...like a crazy girl!!!I like to find *** when i was moody bcs *** is a good listener and *** know to keep my secret!!!thanks so much..haha ...After an Hour phone with***..I feel much better la...so glad have a friend like this!!!thankiu so much!!!I will try to settle those thing!!and lastly~friendship forever!!!my dear friend!!!!!!!!!!!=)

That all for today...I will try to upload my photo to make my blog not to be so dead...haha...have a good day~^^

I'm officially 18 years old now~

2011-04-04T16:21:00.016+08:00

3 April 2011....This is my day~My 18th birthday!!I'm officially 18 years old now!weeewee....So,I had celebrated my birthday two times~with my lovely family and friend~what can say about the party??one word can describe~FUN!!Thank a lot...

I love my birthday cake so much~~special thanks to my mum!!!!

next~I also celebrated with my lovely friend...*smile*I really have a lot of fun~they gave me a lot of surprise~I have to say that i never get surprise on my birthday..this year~1St time!!!the feeling SYOK!!haha...not my friend never think to give me surprise but i always get to know what they trying to do...I'm clever girl ma..I used to get people surprise,I'm also the person who like to think a lot ~~but I really get shock when they take out the birthday cake ~The cafe play the birthday song ~haha.....so touch la...I love you all so sososososo much....

My present~~~~

Present from my second and third sister~（Perfume）GUESS

Best present from my dear friend~like so much!!!appreciate!

Funny present from ter~he give me at 12am!haha..anyway...thankyou for his present too

It's all about my birthday~bye

Happy April Fool

2011-04-01T22:24:00.003+08:00

*Deng Deng*Today is the 1st day of April as we known as April Fool Day~Yeah!!!Today you can bluff or play someone with NO WRONG~*Hiak Hiak*Sure I'm not to waste this chance to play with my friend~Hmm...After a few second for thinking what story i gonna to lie ~I had phoned Miss Carol....Doodoo~DooDo~Finally she answered...I tried to calm down and tell her that my car can't move ~and beg her to fetch me back....I tried to make her believe on me...but unfortunately,she know I'm trying to lie her....so in the end~I get lied but not her...SOB=( but I'm happy~so how was your story on this funny april fool???interesting??Funny???But please don't be serious if you get lie ~just a joke ~your friend are trying to bring you joy!SSooooo reLAx^^

Oh,today I went to 扫墓 with my mum...actually this is the 1st time i went for 清明～I never went before since i was small...so this year I decided to go there with my mum...not taking any photo at there because I felt scared and I don't hope that those photo got any 'special' person inside~lol~~haha...The weather is super hyper hot la....

Just now went bought some Amway face product with my sister...Bought a lot and spend a lot too T.T Spent almost Rm250~This's the first time i bought those thing so for me thr are quite expensive~

Alright, that's all for tonight.Bye~

Bye my lovely friend~

2011-03-29T23:28:00.002+08:00

All ex-form 5 students must be get their SPM result already..so,how was your result?satisfied with it or not??First,I would like to congraz to those who get their good result in SPM,and also who not really satisfied with her/his result...it's okay..it's passed..Don't think too much...look forward but not backward~=)I'm glad..I'm satisfied with my result...Thanks all of them who helped me when i faced some trouble in my study~thanks a lot...=) Well,after took result,some of my friend going to leave me soon...we can't always meet each other anymore...=( I really hope that we can always contact each other,our friendship must not be stop at here and not lose to distance,kay?promise me...I will also do my part ~ I'm going to Utar also ~May intake....going to start my new life soon....I hope all will going smooth and all the best at thr~leaving my sweet home soon...I really can't image how do I live without them?Without their protect,love,caring and much much...T.T I hope i can be more tough to face my own new life,support me!!bye~

变。。。

2011-03-10T23:49:00.002+08:00

是我累了吗？还是夜晚的寂寞让我变得更感伤？？从我一个人的那天起,我说过要让自己变强，变独立！！我努力的改变着~我很害怕寂寞，很依赖~我想让自己变强，那就不会有人可以再伤害到我了…可是今晚…我好累好累，我多么希望可以找个可以依赖，可以相信的人诉着心里的苦，可以不顾形象的，安心的在他的怀抱里大哭……曾经听过一段话，在感情里我们都属于付出比较多的一方，我们可以比对方感受到更多的爱，更多的珍惜，妒忌，吃醋，快乐,悲伤。最后我们受的伤害也相对的比对方多，但我们就是能从这些伤痛中从新站起来，提醒自己下次不可以再受伤了~谁没有失败过…失败后才会成功嘛…我是属于付出的一方，所以我更明白那段话的道理…我在爱情里跌倒过…那种痛，只有自己懂……我累了，不想再逞强下去了

Nice new year~

2011-02-13T10:43:00.016+08:00

Happy chinese new year to all of my friend ~do you all have a great chinese new year??yea,i have a super super nice new year~I like it so much...
All chinese will have their reunion dinner before the chinese new year...i have too..and it's delicous...

my lovely family~

The 1st day of CNY

Tang yuan tang yuan mean 团团圆圆

vegetarian~

Tagging out with friend when CNY

went for lunch at PY with my seven family members...love you all so much

The end for today ~bye~

我知道

2011-02-06T22:41:00.002+08:00

我知道我和你是相同的人，我们固执，我们明白自己该做什么，嘴里说没事，心却痛着。。。忘记？？对你而言，轻而易举，对我们来说却是相反，很多事，不是真的能用理智解决的。。

JUST FOR YOU

2011-01-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

梦见你了,好真好真的一个梦~梦见你笑了,和我说话了~很开心,又有机会和你说说话了~虽然这仅仅是一场梦~梦里，你告诉我我一直以来来不及和没机会问你的问题，虽然那答案不是我要的，但我会学着放手，不执著。。写到这里，突然不知道应该用什么文字来形容我现在的心情，心情很复杂，强忍着快要流下来的泪水，因为答应过不再流泪。。梦里的结局和现实都是不好的，你离开了，就留下我一个人~但如果能每晚能和你在梦里见面，那该有多好啊~哪怕只是一场梦~你听到我吗?看得到我写的这片文章吗？想告诉你我想你~真的真的很想你~~安息吧！

2011's wishes

2011-01-17T18:44:00.002+08:00

this is a new year again,2011!this mayb a special year for me because i m not a secondary student anymore!so i no need to wake up early in the morning for going to school anymore,doing the same thing everyday,tuition non stop ,a lot of homework,and also EXAM!!!!some of my friend told me tat they miss school life!but why i m not?i think i m the bad student and i admit that i hate tat school so so so much!haha!In this holiday,of course i have to work as a accountant for my daddy,nanny of my little sister and also driver!I m really really busy now a day,i hope to rest and join all the activities with my dear friend but i found tat i cant!work and work and work everyday,somemore chinese new year is around the corner so i have to help my mum to pack all the biscuit everyday!YA!IS EVERYDAY!so damn tired!but i have to earn money for my trip so i have to continue do it!Money money money,i need you so much=)New year new hope ,right?erm,what my hope in this year,*thinking* 1.keep fit(i know it is quite hard for me) 2. Find a good man (not a boyfriend) 3. All my family member and all my beloved family member and my friend stay healthy and happy in this rabbit year 4.make more new friend 5.saving money so how your wishes in this year?

Appreciate life~

2011-01-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

Get a bad news just now...my friend's dad had just passed away today,really feel so upset after heard about this..went for her house and gave my last respect to her father...try to console my friend ,luckily she look strong about this...As her friend,i 'm really worry about her...i hope she really fine and not to keep her real feelings inside just don't want to let us worry about her...she is a quite mature girl for me~anyways...jiayou!!you can make another miracle for you and your family!!We will always beside you~hope all the bad thing never come again....
Life~~what is the meaning of it???we cannot know that when we going to die ...so, pls appreciate what we have now...family,friend......and other???Pls take your time to spend with your family members,friends...We can not control the length of life, but we should make life more meaningful, is not it?Life is fragile, we should not be wasted！！！珍惜~

Our family gathering Kl trip

2010-12-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

I just back from kl last night..have a lot of fun there with my family members..We knew that this is the first trip for me and mayb a last trip for all of us...so we kinda appreciate the time we pass through together...I miss the trip so much...really..=( our MR. Lao Ji Hui not came back with us ...HE going to take the january intake...so he stay at there to wait till the course reopen..all of us feel so sad ...the last night at summit hotel,we led on the bed and gossip ...miss the time...My tears drop..my heart really she bu de...i know all of our family members sure have the same feeling as me...our friendship~the true friendship..no one will call me just for asked me to go hot hot eat anymore~no chance to let you fetch me and be my driver anymore..no chance to quarrel with you~OMG !i miss the time so much!!!!we gonna to leave each other soon...going to leave miss carol also!!the one always be with me go through my sadness,happiness ,and always support me since i was standard four ~7++ years!!haiyo~all talking sadness thing...well...i hope all my family and friend will have a happy and healthy life in 2011 !!!happy new year!!!^^

SPm is over^^

2010-12-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

终于考完了，祝全部考生假期愉快
最近，从面子书上知道了有个人为情自杀了，我不想对往生者说出他的不是，但想对有机会看到我这篇文章的朋友们在这里说几句话。。或许爱是什么，我不懂~我不知道为什么有些人会赞成，佩服那些为情自杀的人，你们有想过你们的父母吗？难道这世界的灾难不够多吗？有些人连要活下去的机会都没有，而我们还有资格说我们不幸福，不满意现在吗？没有！！机会是留给我们的，为什么不好好珍惜呢？死，难道真的能解决一切的问题吗？死反而把自己逼上了绝路，只要我们还活着，没有事情是不能解决的。。我也失恋过，也彻彻底底的心痛过，但我也熬过来了，如果当时我选择死，那不是没有现在的我了，过了这难关，看回去，我只无奈的笑笑自己以前的傻~或许把那次当成是你人生里的一个教训吧，提醒自己以后别再犯同一个错误了。。

你们听过‘宁缺勿滥’和‘宁滥勿缺’吗？想想看你们是哪一种人呢？我呢，可是100%宁缺勿滥的人，所以导致我一直单身的理由，身边出现过，与其说是我拒绝了，不如说是我们并不适合，或许朋友比情人好当得多了。。。每个人都不不停的在寻找他那个对的人，好让自己能得到幸福。。但也有些人因为寂寞难耐而开始寻找不对的人，发展不应该的恋情，最后恋情伤害了双方。。身边也有这样的例子，你害怕寂寞，那我们不害怕吗？老实告诉你，我很害怕。但我知道不应该宁滥勿缺的道理，你呢？你说你爱，你在等她，难道你的等待是这样的吗？不要因为你的寂寞而辜负了别人好吗？换做有天你也变成了她，你会有什么感受呢？恋爱中的恋人啊，好好珍惜咯，不是每个人都能像你们这样幸福着，别把什么事都变成是理说当然，不要尝试玩弄感情，大家都玩不起的~懂吗？

其实写这篇文章不是要针对谁，我啊，只想把自己的感受，感想分享给你们，如果我的文章让你感到不舒服，那请多多包含吧~晚安啦……

last 4 days to go!!!

2010-11-19T13:42:00.003+08:00

I m so stressful now!!!!!!!!!!spm just just just around the corner but i not well prepare for it!!how i going to do well in this???Exam is horrible la!!!i hate spm so much!!!recently,i always cry for nothing!!i dono the reason,mayb my brain going to burst!!a lot of stress i cant even to let them go!!Spm !!!

2010-11-08T15:37:00.002+08:00

其实我讨厌自己的懦弱，对于它，我觉得很讨厌，很烦，很没有面子。讨厌自己为什么要那么容易被人家伤害！！我不想被伤害了，我只好武装起自己，不容许任何人再有机会进到心坎里。。坚强！是我现在唯一要做到的事！

1 month!!!!!

2010-10-23T19:07:00.002+08:00

TIme flies~~~~still have one month then is the date for spm already!!!I wrote and promised myself before i will forcus to study!!but time gone...i realize that i wasted a lot of time !!what i planned before ,i does not work it!!!!!SPM=sedia pergi mati??what should i do now???too many subject!!physics ,biology,chemistry ,addmath!!!i still dono them la!!!study study study!!!!!!!

我！！！

2010-10-08T22:23:00.002+08:00

我喜欢一个人晚上架着车，放着音乐，一个人漫无目地的到处走走。。。。
我喜欢一个人静静的思考，宁静的，不会让别人打扰到，属于自己的小小空间。。。
想了很多很多事情。。。想到了我的未来，充满好奇的未来。。。再过几个月，我将会离开这里，到外面去求学，
我一直在想，我到底能不能一个人生活呢？我习惯依赖，依赖这家里的一切一切。。。人心险恶。。这词，我清楚得很。。但我又能如何去防范，保护自己呢？？唯一的方法，就是让自己变得更成熟，稳重。。想起以前的我，待人处事一点都不成熟，甚至为了小事都能让自己气的嘣嘣跳~以前的我，爱情至上，我为了爱情，得罪过多少的人，讨厌过多少的人。。现在想起，嘴角只会偷偷的傻笑，傻笑着以前的我。。很想很想在这里对他们说声抱歉~对不起。。。原谅我犯过的错。。。单身，让我成长了不少，让我知道爱情不是人生的全部。。谢谢伤过我的人，你们让我成长了不少。。我是个心直口快的人，因为这样让我结交到不少的朋友，但也让我无心的伤害到他们。。。琴，亿，翠，婷，ANNIE,祖文，积辉，国豪，还有我认识的朋友，对不起。。。我答应你们我会尽量的把我的脾气改改。。。希望你们多多体谅咯。。还有，谢谢你们常常在我遇到问题时，提供了我很好的意见！珍惜珍惜~~好了，爱情友情都谈过了，是该讲讲学业了。。SPM 要到了。。我呢还没有开始温习。。好多科根本读来读去也不明白~怎么办？？等死？？蔡同学，谢谢你常常教我功课！！感激不尽啊！！哈哈。。。没办法，时间不多了，现在也只能加紧练习而已！希望到考试当天，可以有70%的KNOWLEDGE!!

最后，我现在虽然不是最好的，但我会努力让自己变得更好，更成熟！！！

life now

2010-10-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

left 47day then is the day for spm already!!but i m still havent ready for my subject!going to die le!!!!!!!!

friend~

2010-09-28T00:06:00.002+08:00

算了吧，别想太多了。。既然是你自己决定要当朋友的，就别想其他的~更别想起他~知道吗？？或许当朋友会比当情人来的好，也说不定的~0~即然你们有缘无分，那就这样吧！有些事是不能强求的。。不如轻松的做朋友，不必伪装自己，把自己最好的一面表现出来~我觉得自然的你再是最美的！！！加油~

Love this post so much~

2010-09-26T20:31:00.000+08:00

有一些东西错过了，就一辈子错过了。人是会变的，守住一个不变的承诺，却守不住一颗善变的心。有时候执着是一种负担，放弃是一种解脱，人没有完美，幸福没有一百分，知道自己没有能力一次拥有那么多，也没有权要求那么多，否则苦了自己，也为难了对方。一颗心属于一个人，爱情里什么是公平？爱的深，伤的深，爱情里没有不公平。爱上不该爱的人，是永无天日的叹息，爱了不爱你的人，是眼泪决堤的开始。承诺是一张白纸，再厚的剧本也有了结局，我想我知道眼泪的味道，就算付出每一分，每一秒我都不曾想逃。在这个世界上没有恒久的幸福，只有瞬间的惬意和安适。查看图片如果你把我的感情，当成一场游戏，我玩不起，更输不起，花言巧语，谁知道我微笑背后的痛苦，爱由一个微笑开始，一个吻成长，最终由一滴眼泪结束，受了伤，结了疤，最终还是留下痕迹，强迫自己忘了你，但爱过才知道，原来我并不能左右一切，也许无言才是最好的安慰，也许回忆是最好的结局，傻瓜也都一样，都逃不过悲伤，因为有梦在心上，所以甘心流浪。有些缘分注定要失去，有些缘分注定不会有好结果的，爱一个人不一定要拥有他，但拥有一个人，一定要去好好爱他，不要轻言放弃，否则对不起自己。不要因为没有阳光，而走不进春天不要因为没有歌声，而放弃自己的追求不要因为没有掌声，而丢掉自己的理想其实每一条都通往阳光的大道，都充满坎坷。每一条通向理想的途径，都充满了艰辛与汗水！很多事情的发展注定它有个结束，好好享受美丽的过程，擦身而过的时候，我们应该学会遗忘，放声的笑一回，大胆哭一场，抬头望一望，一片灿烂的阳光，相信时间可以改变一切！不要轻易让自己掉眼泪. 春有春的风情，冬有冬的雅致，人生各有各的美丽，各有各的潇洒，你笑，全世界跟着你笑。你哭，全世界只有你一个人哭。当不能拥有时，唯一能做的就是令自己不要忘记！查看图片 1.做一个爱笑的孩子。 2.看穿但不说穿。很多事情，只要自己心里有数就好了，没必要说出来。 3.高兴，就笑，让大家都知道。悲伤，就假装什么也没发生。 4.在不违背原则的情况下对别人要宽容能帮就帮千万不要把人逼绝了给人留条后路。 5.快乐最重要，谁人、何物、何事使你快乐，你就同他们在一起。何物让你不快乐，你就离开他。没有条件，创造条件也要离开他。 6.不要老在别人面前倾诉你的困境袒露你的脆弱。 7. 学会用心的经营自己。 8.不要把时间浪费在上网和看偶像剧上。 9.一定要做个有教养的人。 10.要漂亮，更要有气质。 11. 一次只爱一个人，选一个单身的人，值得爱的人。 12.因为爱过，所以慈悲；因为懂得，所以宽容。 13.自己选择的路，跪着也要走完。 14. 善忘是一件好事。 15.没有十全十美的东西，没有十全十美的人，关键是清楚到底想要什么。得到想要的，肯定会失去另外一部分。如果什么都想要，只会什么都得不到。 16.懂得从内心欣赏别人，虽然这很多时候很难。 17.两个人同时犯了错，站出来承担的那一方叫宽容，另一方欠下的债，早晚都要还。 18.学会妥协的同时，也要坚持自己最基本的原则 19.自己不喜欢的人，可以报之以沉默微笑；自己喜欢的人，那就随便怎么样了，因为你的喜爱会挡也挡不住地流露出来。 20.对自己好一点，心情不好的时候，什么都别考虑，去吃自己爱吃的吧。 21.维持自己觉得可靠的社交圈子并且扩展之。 22.不要停止学习。不管学习什么，语言，厨艺，各种技能。 23.钱很重要，但不能依靠别人或父母，自己一定要保持一定的赚钱的能力。 24.不要太高估自己在集体中的力量，因为当你选择离开时，就会发现即使没有你，太阳照常升起。 25.过去的事情可以不忘记，但一定要放下。 26.即使输掉了一切，也不要输掉微笑。 27.不管做了什么选择，都不要后悔，因为后悔也于事无补。 28. 不要因为冲动说一些过激的话。 29.不要轻易许下承诺，做不到的承诺，比没许下更可恶。 30.不要觉得不了解也会有爱情。在不了解的时候，我们仅仅是喜欢，达不到爱情。当彼此的缺点暴露出来以后，很多时候这喜欢也就会结束了。＿＿＿＿＿＿＿爱是一种态度，根是由心底生出的，纯洁无私……不应该被物质欲望而笼罩，跪着活也是脸上挂满幸福笑容，但作为男人，应该努力奋斗为爱人撑起那属于彼此的一片天空，女人也应该尊重男人那真挚的付出~无论结果怎样，毕竟我们选择了，互相作对方的拐棍守候一生……爱过闹过痛过，真爱如水，中间会有波涛汹涌，但更多时是平平淡淡。认定了就别后悔抱怨，那不是真爱的成份，互相扶持，风雨同舟，直至终老……

。。。。

2010-09-24T16:42:00.002+08:00

或许爱情是种诅咒。。。诅咒着谁先付出真心，谁就是输家~~以前~~我并不在乎。。但当你深深的受伤时，痛的滋味。。。是你一辈子都不能忘怀的~所以，对不起。。我不想再当输家了，对于你，我不敢接受~我害怕受伤。。更害怕独自疗伤。。如果有天你发现到我对你不够真心，不要问我我的真心到底去哪里了，真心早在你我认识之前被我埋在心里的深处。。也许深到连我自己都找不到的地方~~我默默的保护着它~不让它在受伤了~但我知道我对不起你。。当你有天发现了，如果你想离开，我也无怨无悔~

For all my family member+ Danny seow and penny koh~

2010-09-14T21:48:00.002+08:00

写这个BLOG的目的不是讽刺任何人，我只想好好分析这件事，愿你们明白

DANNY SEOW:

对于你，我并不了解，毕竟我们见过一次而已吧~对于他们，相信你也不是很了解，对吗？就如我们并不了解你一样，你的事，我们也从她的口中听到而已。。所以，相信你也是吧~我不懂你所写的有些人只需要一个小时不到的时间就能了解了，那我问你，你了解到的是什么？你了解的到底是事实吗？或许，是时候想想到底自己说的话是对的吗？有些人，做错事，不肯承认错，你是这样的人吗？？愿你不是~对于她，或许你想找个阶梯好让自己能下台，所以说了那些话来保护自己！每个人都会受过伤，但痛了，自然会放！时间是最好的解药。。。我的朋友LIKE STATUS是想安慰你，不是要取笑你~我想你误会了~

PENNY:

朋友在你眼里到底是什么？？你一次次在你部落格里把朋友讲的那么不值钱~说你的朋友并不了解你，说他们不喜欢你，讨厌你~但你何时好好的想想到底是不是自己做错了事。。。你一直不肯真心的接受别人对你的意见，不满。。。那你又如何可以改掉呢？？我真的真的希望你能明白我为什么要把这些事说出来~如果你还在乎朋友，那好好的思考我所说的吧~每个人都有缺点，要做朋友的，当然也要学着包容~但不是纵容他的错，而应该好好劝他~~我知道你对我们也有很多不满~那你说出来。。我们都想知道~在感情方面，你认为你自己做对了吗？？我不方便多说。。只希望你多为别人想想，多站在别人的那方。。。把镜子照向自己~看回自己所作的一切。。。

TO ALL Y FAMILY MEMBER:

你们了解自己吗？知道自己是这样的一个人吗？？对于他的意见，我们不需要跟他计较，毕竟他并不了解我们，对我们有了误会。。。我们是一起的~我们相信我们的友谊不是肤浅的~不想多说了，总之友谊万岁~我们万万岁~~~

Kota Bharu trip~

2010-09-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

Will upload the photo soon~~

9 september to 10 september 2010

2010-09-11T22:07:00.013+08:00

The day before Hari Raya
Today was the last day for all muslim puasa~Went to work at my shop this 2 days...quite tired~My shop going to close for 3 days long....so,my mum follow the trip to Thailand from9 september till 14 september...^^she asked us to take care of my little sister and the family...hope she can really enjoy well there,and Don forget to buy me thing ar...after sent my mum to the bus station,we decided to go to the ebistro for having our dinner...Have a walk at the china town there again~feel relax and comfort~

We walk the stone road also...it really pain!!!We keep shout when we walked on it^^ really paiseh..hahaha..but i enjoyed the time with my lovely family

We bring our dad go to the CoCo Jumbo to have a drink~Without mother,he really go out with us 99..But he miss his wife so deeply..keep take out his handphone ~~I love this daddy so much!!!

This little girl like to eat~and she eat damn much a day!!

10 september 2010

Selamat hari raya to all my muslim friends...Woke up around 10a.m today..My dad no need to work so we had our breakfast at town city..we bring our maid out also...For celebrate hari raya to her..We told her that no need to work today,and today is her OFF DAY!My jie fu and sister came to our house for washing their car....after that dukai and my 2nd sister washing their car too..Having a lot of fun at there...

License P =)♥ ♥ ♥

2010-09-07T20:46:00.003+08:00

I passed my JPJ yesterday^^really is finally passed doh^^3times le...if still no pass,i want go suicide le^^Get my license P today~♥ ♥ ♥ Thank to miss Carol for fetching me go ^^Well...i just showed my license to my parent...they shocked because i never told them that i went to take the test^^haha....i want to give them a surprise!!

This friday is Hari Raya Aidilfitri...so..i wish to wish all my malay friends selamat hari raya aidilfitri ^^Because for this reason,my shop very busy...So,tomorro morning i need wake up early in the morning to help them at shop...When i was small,i hate to go shop help them,because there is very dirty and smelly~I scared that my friend saw me at there and they will laugh at me!!so,I hate holiday!!!But now,i'm willing to go shop to help them...i know that they are really busy ~~They need me~My dad is a good father for me,he is a busy buddy...He think a lot for us...He try to give us a better life...and he did it....Thankyou..He is getting older,when i saw him carried heavy thing,my heart feel so pain,T.T I cant help him....and he don' let me to help him too...he scare that i will get injured~I promise i will be a good daughter,and appreciate what he had did for me^^

ciao**

小姐脾气？？？？

2010-09-07T13:43:00.002+08:00

你说我发小姐脾气？？要什么就要？？你又想过我为什么会发脾气吗？？有多久了，我没有发脾气？？就算你们心情不好时，摆出臭脸，我有发你们的脾气吗？？？我忍了！！我知道我小时候脾气不好，所以全部人说我脾气坏！！长大了，我尽力改掉我的脾气！！但有用吗？？你们又觉得我改变了吗？？没有！！！！你们没有用心的观察我的改变，只会一直指着我的不是！！我的努力只希望你们能对我另眼相看而已~但我的努力并没有用！！！！我在意的东西，希望能快点得到，毕竟这是很难得到的！！你们可以不再意，但能不能帮我完成他？？会花你很多的时间吗？？？为什么只会讲一些风凉的话？？？我知道我今天不该发脾气~但你呢？？你有认为你也有错吗？？你是姐，我是妹，难道这代表你永远是对的，我永远是错的？？？？人不是圣人~每个人都会做错事~你也会。。。。

谢谢~

2010-09-04T23:20:00.003+08:00

两杯热咖啡，心情是明白，因为，我对的人，不是他。

如果我够坦率的话，我真想亲口跟他说声谢谢你，

没有和他的过去，就不会有我们的现在，和未来，

谢谢我们爱过，谢谢我们遗憾，

还有，谢谢你，
让我学会，爱。

New blog templates~

2010-09-03T12:05:00.008+08:00

New blog templates~IS it nice??all begin new now~hope you all like it^^Spent a lot of time to look the new blog skin~finally I find it...The one I love the most~Hiak hiak
2 weeks holiday started!!!!I'm thinking how should i spend my time wisely~Trial just finished yesterday,that mean SPM coming soon~~T.T I know that I left not much time ~~so i going to do revision for all my subject..but i'm confusing...i really can do it or not!!!I'm a super lazy gal...when I start to open my book,then I feel sleepy...Any way to solve this problem???tell me~~~~
Went to had my dinner with my family last night at MCDONALD~~~There are a lot of people there because they are going to 'buka puasa 'so,we need to wait for so long to buy our food...a small quarrel between my mum and me,but luckily we are nothing!!thx god ^^

see this two little gal enjoying their meal so much

She eating the large burger~enjoying....

This naughty gal again^^

After the meal,we decided to go to Giant playground ~~I changed 5 token for the game use...my mum and I had a competition for the car race...I m the winner ,haha...My dad said her that my mum is so 'cha'haha...enjoying the time with them so much...after that spent another two token for the basketball...again...my mum and I played too...my dad help us to look my handbag...^^

Went to meet my bestie after this,for the celebration for the end of trial ~~Met some of friend at yes corner too^^WE decided to have a walk at the china town there,took some photo there...

Jiayi and me

yi,qing,me

**

2010-09-02T12:30:00.001+08:00

I really scare now!!cant sleep because keep thinking the thing...arghh@@

what should i do ??????

Merdeka~

2010-08-30T22:49:00.002+08:00

31 ogos1957 ...Malaysia merdeka!!!!so...means that Malaysia is already merdeka for 53 years^^Well....let's shout MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA~Should I say I love malaysia????One malaysia????lol...speechless la~but..i'm happy because tomorrow is a public holiday!!!that mean i no need to wake up early in the morning ~~No need to take my exam tomorrow!!let's we cheer for it~~
just now went out with two of my best friend...ting and yi~had our dinner at small thailand^^(mong gu steamboat)our favourite=)3 person ate 1 set and add on 2 plate of meat！！keep chit-chat at there...after that we went to the shop that next from the zies corner...i ordered ice blended milo~cheap +tasty^^continues chit-chat again~~girls ma...from one topic to another topic~10p.m plus...yi's parent coming to fetch us back home....so we stop our conversation at there^^thank uncle ,aunt for sent me back home^^thank so much......i enjoyed the day with you all...talk from the truth heart...i enjoyed it much..friend....真心的朋友~=）

exhausted~=(

2010-08-24T21:56:00.001+08:00

physics paper 2 for tomorrow~~studying...but feel so sleepy....haiz!!!tired~~~~~~~~god bless me

exam week.....

2010-08-21T19:23:00.002+08:00

Family
Trial for spm now....I try to work hard for this examination ~I know how important the exam for me~~but believe me..i try to do the best!!I have a caring and loving family member...I appreciate them so much...I love you all.....even this word I never say out from my mouth because I really shy to say this infront you all....XD last tuesday my dad came brought me after my chemistry tuition ,in the car he ask me some question

dad:你几时考试？？

me:考着咯。。今天第一天，考历史~

dad:你会做吗？

me:哈哈。。。写99XD

dad:哦。。不要给自己压力，懂吗？？尽力就好

me:我没有给自己压力啦~明天考bio、我不要读！！我最讨厌的科~

dad:哦~你自己想啦~我没有力管了~

me:会啦，我会进TARC ...放心~呵呵~~

I have a caring dad~HE care of me so much...scare i cant afford the pressure~but I look like no pressure lah~~haha..anyways..i promised him i will try my best in my SPM ~that what i had promised to them....=)

FRIEND~

Erm...i just realised that actually i just have a few of real friend~~ya..Real friend~The friends that still beside of me ,believe of me~~yea~thanks for yours Believe ~appreciate....^^

For those who had no chose to believe me~thankyou...I don't want to know the reason you be a friend with me before...利用？？？？anyway..it's pass....just stop our friendship here ...because for you,i'm no 利用价值anymore~~

I know i changed a lot...change to more protect myself....to avoid to get hurt anymore....Am i wrong??I think no~I just realize that no need to 付出你全部的真心去对待你全部的朋友，留给那些真心对待你的朋友就够了！

~~~

2010-08-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

她是那种一旦接受了就会完全付出的女生，你这种男人碰不得她~她会受伤的，她的心已经有了一道疤痕，你忍心再加上一道吗？

Touching~~~

2010-08-16T22:09:00.002+08:00

李丽燕...你是个好女生...他不懂得珍惜....并不代表别人也不会....人生难免会遇到很多波浪...但总是得克服...我相信...你能找到一个疼爱你...陪伴你...守护你...关心你...宠坏你的好男生...过去的就让他过去....重新再来...
当你空虚...寂寞...我和一群朋友们都会陪你...逗你...支持你...
至于考试...我们一起加油吧!!!!

someone send me this msg just now...omG ,i'm so touch la weih!!!even we are that kind not so close de friend,but i received the warm from a friend~*Touching*Thanks you so much...

How you release your feeling??

2010-08-14T18:02:00.002+08:00

相信每个人都有自己发泄情绪的方法~有些人因为面子的问题，不常向别人说出自己不开心的事~为的只是让别人觉得自己可以过得更好~过得很好~我说得对吗？？或许自己就是这样的人=)我知道我身边也有这样的人~而且很多很多。。。有时候闷在心里太久，真得很辛苦！有些人利用酒精的帮助，让自己陷于不太清醒地处境，好让自己能放下面子和尊严的问题，大声地诉苦，大声地哭~~让自己的难过有地方可以去~我明白那种感觉！说了出来或许解决不了问题，可是至少可以发泄掉一些自己不要的情绪~昨晚，我参加了好朋友前男友的生日会~我看见了他的难过，虽然他是笑着的~可是我就是感觉得出~他不停的喝~不停的和别人干杯~~或许我想多了~可是心是那么的痛着~看见了很多，看到他的痴情，她也感觉到了，她也不开心！或许他们有缘无分吧~应该只有那样解释~有人笑着，有人哭着！人~是多么难猜的动物啊~往往不能从表面看他们是否开心或难过~~每个人都会掩饰自己，不让别人那么轻易的猜穿~为了只是在保护自己，不让别人有机会伤害自己~我懂这个道理~这个世界很复杂，你说单纯很难~我也明白了

sHUTup !!!!

2010-08-12T22:11:00.003+08:00

Can you shut UP please???You also the one who don't know everything!!!!Think yourself first when you try to scold or say someone!!Don' you make me hot!!!!Who are you ??no people want to hear your comment or advise@@okay??You know to say people 38 other people thing,but you also doing the same thing~and the worst thing is you still feel that you are not doing anything wrong~SOHAi LA!!!GONG!!!

KKKKKKKKeep your mouth shut !!No one want to hear what you talking about...you are disturbing us,you know??if dun believe us then pls you go far away from us~~!!!!!!

Everything~

2010-08-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

最近发生了很多事~这件事让我看透了很多东西~我不知道该说些什么好，能解释的，我也解释了~能说的，也说了~你们对我的意见是什么，我管不了了，也不想管了~我知道自己是个怎么样的人，我做事对得起自己的良心，好朋友对我的信任~我就满足了~=）

友情~对每个人的意义都不相同，有些人把朋友视为很重要的人，有些就认为友情根本不会长久，何必付出真心去对待~对我来说，朋友是我生命的一部分~我把真心给了他们~我会毫不怀疑的相信这他们~我一直认为别人也这么做~到最后，我才发现一切都不是我想得那样~

如果事情可以那么简单的说出来，不需要考虑任何一方，那该有多好啊？？很多事，我们真得不能只看表面~有些话我不能说出来~心里的苦，有谁会知道？心里承受的压力，有谁能体会？~从我选择闭口不说的那刻起，我知道我不能怪别人~心里的那块石头，紧紧地压着~我快透不过气来了~我只希望时间能慢慢冲走那石头~

对于他，想告诉他，你能不能不要对我那样好？我很感动！！我好怕自己会爱上你！！你懂吗？？我不想开始这段爱情~恋人是短暂的，而我想和你做一辈子的朋友~希望你能明白~

schooling weekend~

2010-08-08T22:51:00.006+08:00

I came back from the 2 days 1 night camp kecemerlangan Spm 2010 that held at the TEr ~Really having a lot of fun there^^Thx all my dear friend^^erm...actually learn a lot of thing from this camp~The situation at there really suitable to study ~The hall is cold and the tables so big..i can put a lot of thing on the tables~haha...If our school provide this kind of classes for student then i can make sure there are no student want to ponteng class anymore~so why the Jabatan Pelajaran Malaysia don't think about this ???Then our UPSR,PMR,SPM,or STPM result all sure very good and have a big improve^^Aren't this is a good idea??haha~Think about it~We had recorded a quite funny video at there,but some of them dun't let me to post in the facebook~so i had no idea...i should respect them tooT.TBut I will post this after few week..let him forget about this video 1st...Hiak Hiak^^

Nothing more to write,so....bye bye to you all 1st lo...^^i will upload my blog if i will got thing to share with you all ~here some picture to share with you all during the camp~hope you all enjoy it
friends

i love this photo so much~

our family^^

wearing school uniform~

朋友？？

2010-08-05T16:02:00.002+08:00

朋友的定义对你来说是什么？？看你这样，心真得很酸~一直问你值得吗？你没有回答。。她们有在乎过你吗？她们有把你视为好朋友吗？你也没有回答~只是眼泪一直掉下来~我知道你是真的痛了~从你的眼神里，我可以看得出你对他们的在乎~~我知道你被误会了，找不到机会解释一切~~

终于你对他们解释了~说了对不起~虽然我不知道你为什么要说对不起~可是你的道歉却不被接受，她还给你一些警告！我生气了！为什么他们可以对你这样！！我不明白~从去年开始，我看到他们对待你的态度~一年过去了，一样的事情重复着~我真的忍无可忍了！！就连旁人也看得出他们对待你的态度，纷纷为你打抱不平~我要让他们知道,你不是好欺负的！你知道吗，有些人认为他们很聪明和成熟了，所以不屑他人的意见~所以他们总是不知道自己的错误，而理直气壮的批评别人~聪明不等于成熟~我不比他们聪明，但我知道如何对待我的朋友，如何回报他们对自己的关心~友情对我来说很重要，相信你也是~可是对他们来说友情是什么，我不懂！他们有为这件事反省过吗？问问他们吧~你好好想吧~

Trial exam

2010-08-02T22:35:00.002+08:00

Time passing so fast so fast~~Trial exam is nearer and nearer!!!!but i'm still no mood to start my revision yet T.T Today i 'm quite moody at school...i don't know what thing that make me moody,and I just felt don't want to talk so much ~~

I know i 'm not enough mature compare with someone same age with me ~~I hope I can be mature a bit!!I 'm the lazy gal...lazy to study ,lazy to do my homework,lazy to do my revision!but my trial exam is just around the corner...i don want to regret after the time i take my SPM result!I don want my parent disappointed on me,I dun want!!!!!If i dun want ,i know i should start my work today!!I hope my mind can really be mature!!!i dun want to so playful again!!!This is not the right time to play and enjoy life!!I know That how important the Spm result for my life!!I need the result to apply many thing !!My parent is a busybody!They need to work early in the morning!!They need to earn money for us!I know i should not make my parent to worry about me anymore,i already a 17 years old gal!I should do my thing by myself and try to don disturb them...I want to set up my mind to study,but can I???

Anyway!!i promise myself to do my best !!jia you!!!add oil!!!gambateh!!!!!

bye...good night~11.07p.m^^

I m who i m!!

2010-07-30T16:33:00.002+08:00

okay..i should want to tell you all how is a person are me! I am the one who talk very straight to all my friend~for me,hate is hate,like is like..it's really clear to know that!!i show my feeling through my face,my word,even my emotion!!I know some of them can't accept my style!!So what to do??i should change to the style you all like???impossibel!!i don't think the way i do are wrong!!so if you are not like me,please dun view my blog and don't even make a friend with me!!you'r not welcome!!!I really easy to believe on friend~i treat them with my full heart!!but they??i wonder why they like to play 心计 with their friend??I hate this jind of thing so so so much!!!!izzit this is call friendship??????Last time,one of my friend told me that,tis world no real friend~why should you want to take out your heart to treat your friend??you will get hurt in the end also,worth??I not agree what tis friend told me...I still believe on my friend!!even if the time all my friend lie on me but at least i still believe that my best friend CAROL LOK SEOK CHIN wont treat me that!!!so i appreciate her so much!!!really...I hope ,really hope that our friendship wont end till the day we die!!!can??

At here,i want to tell all of you,if you feel that where the thing i make wrong,please please tell me and dun keep inside ur heart..i really welcome to hear all the comment and try my best to change to the best!!!thanks!!!

29 july 2010 4.19p.m

2010-07-29T16:16:00.003+08:00

Skip school today and went to the library study for the coming trial exam~actually no mood to study~keep playing and playing~T.T tired!!! just reached my sweet home and i have a BM tuition later~4.30p.m...really lazy to go lar!!!!all of my friend n0t going to tuition today,but me??erm... still thinking lar!!!>.

I was waited for his message last nite...I'm so happy when i received his msg!!!!really...but..why i was so happy??Do i care him???NOP la!!!i dun wish it!!!!trying to put down the feeling to him ...i really scare to get hurt again...it's really really pain!!my life fulfill with friendship and family~~i enjoy my single life now!!!i want single life and dun want to fall in love with any guy~so pls dun come on me 1st~^^haha

congratulation~~^^

2010-07-26T22:38:00.005+08:00

Congraz to my group member (li,zhuang,yee) WE get naib johan in the music fest~~hahaha..actuallyi felt that we are not really perform well in our song!!we are too panic and the mic are sososososo cheap~so ,we not expected to get a number in the end!!BUT

we get number 2 in the end!!!...Group yang mendapat naib johan ialah LEE SIET LI,LEE LAY YAN,LEONG MING ZHUANG,dan CHAI KIAN YEE!!!!We are shocked that time!!!this is the 1st reward in our competition~yeah!!!

I really like my performance in the duet~~i really enjoyed with it!!!THanks A LAO!!!although we no get any place ~~but i sure that all of them are really enjoyed our performance~right??we are the best in my heart!!!!

although qing them lose in the group..but they are really perform well well well in the competition!!You all are the best!!!our family member support you99!!haha~~love you all all the time^^

I really want to thanks all my friend for the support ya!!i really appreciate it la..so touchT.T

the banned i sure will keep it nicely^^It's really really nice!!!!Anyway,i just want to say that So glad to meet you all^^ thanks and thanks and thanks....................................muacksss..love you all sosososososo much^^

add oil^^

2010-07-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

TOMORRO!!!!26july 2010~~oh...tomorro will be the singing competition ~~i had take part in duet (a lao and me)制造浪漫and group(li,zhuang,yee and me)~~ 再见北极雪

so scare so scare so scare so scare so scare!!how ??T.T i hope i can really perform well in front of 300 hundred people in front of the stage~~~add oil to miss carol,kok hao,annie,and my partner chee huey~~support you all always...dun forget the aim we take part in this competition ya...just want be fun^^lose or win not a important thing to us~~The important thing is ENJOY,right???^^yeah...jiayou...

I going to be alone=(

2010-07-24T23:14:00.002+08:00

Well..from now on...i going to be alone...my second sister is back to kl for her studies ~she came back 3 months for her holiday~In this 3 months...it really happened many many thing to my house ~~ this changed really made our life different~and i know i need to used it on!!As a sister,i need to take care of my two little sister,my parents are busy for their business and they are lack of time to really look after them~~i know this is my 'job' as a sister...i just hope i can do my best lar~~Should be more mature after this!!><
I going to sleep alone after this!!!Argh!!i never sleep alone in the night since i was small...but now i have to do that...how?how ??how??T.T i miss the time when four of our sister sleep together in a small room...it's really warm~~We talked our secret together,cry together,even we quarrel together ....it really a sweet time~but now no more...we are hard to be together like last time....can the time turn back to that time???pls~~
nothing more to write here..going to sleep alone today~~Tonight will be a good night??i hope it will^^good night!!

=(

2010-07-23T00:06:00.002+08:00

这个秘密，藏在心里很久了~~没有人知道为什么我一直这样做的原因。。。别人误会我，就连你也误会我了！我无话可说~我答应了她。。。答应他永远都不会说出来。。。怎么办了？？我还可以做些什么？？？

2010-07-22T16:57:00.002+08:00

Okay...before i post tis video..i should say sorry to miss carol.hwee ting and siet li...haha...i had promise you all not to post this video at facebook so i post at here=)dun scold me...^^this dance is create from me^^

happy birthday to my sweety ting~~

2010-07-22T00:04:00.005+08:00

21july!!happy birthday to you,ting!!!^^

We went to celebrate ting birthday just now!!After school,we went to miss carol's house for taking bath at first..Today,siet li drove her mummy's car out and be our driver for the whole day..haha..thanks ya siet li jie jie^^appreciate so much...after finished bathe...we decided to go secret recipe to had our lunch...Reached there almost 4.30p.m already...we are sososososo hungry la!!haha...we quickly order the food that we want to eat..haha..i ordered the grill mushroom chicken ~~nice^^

Our next destination is Batu burok beach...having a lot fun at there...

four of us~

birthday girl^^

tis cake draw by the birthday girl..nice,right??^^
okay la..nothing much to write anymore..is the time to sleep le..good night..and sweet dream to all my friend^^