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Thursday, October 1, 2009
又出问题了！
心情糟透了，很烦，很烦，很烦。。有谁能了解我的心情？？对于他的改变，我难以接受。。真的很难。。很难。。原来受过伤的心是真的不敢再爱了！痛过。。心真的那样的痛过。。对于他。。我无言以对。。因为要说的早已经说了。。感情来到这里，突然要的自由。。我无法接受。。傻傻的。。原来感情真的会随时间而改变的。。在他心里，我是个把他管的紧紧的女朋友。。什么
自由也没有。。我尝试过了，但他并没有遵守它的诺言。。他还是骗我了！他再次说不会再做错了，我能在相信吗？？我做不到。。谈这段感情真的好累好累。。不想再走下去了。。可是好爱好爱他。。我能怎么办？？
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
one -day awana trip!! 21.09.2009
TODAY my family and my sister (laypei) bf ,his cousin ,and his brother went to awana kijal ..we reach there ABOUT 10++A.M.so we go to the awana restaurant to take our breakfast..when we saw the menu..i get shock..the price of a set of breakfast about RM20++ so expensive for me lar...i m not a rich people..but we already hungry99 so we force to order the food also..after tat we went to swim ...i play v my little sister(layying &layxuan)i will update their picture soon...they was so happy!!^^
About 3++pm lke tat ,we decided to play banana boat!!after we paid all the money then we start pLy..SO SCARY....unfortunately MY LEG get bite by jelly fish!!!so pain!!!!!the malay helped me to find coconut to wash my leg...but my leg still feel pain now!!argh...After tat..we checked out and back to kuala terengganu...although we are tired enugh today but we have a nice day at there!!yeah!!
Monday, August 24, 2009
holiday now
wow,long time din't update my blog..school holiday now..so for sure i become fatter and fatter!!!omg...everyday not sleep then online play game,then eat..every day doing the same thing!!i decided wan use tis holiday to improve my math,add math de....WTF!!haiz..i really duno need to start from where..someone pls teach me...pls..argh!!erm..tis few day ,my bibi went to kl...wah...he went kl again...i so scare tat time...scare him do wrong thing again!!luckily he no!!he promise me wont do wrong thing anymore..hope he really do wad he had promise me loo^^just a short update here..^^ wish u all have a good holiday and drink more water< H1NI> GO AWAY!!!!!!muackss^6
Sunday, August 2, 2009
TROUBLEMAKER!!!!!!!!!!!
Troublemaker troublemaker troublemaker!!!can u go back to ur world and pls dun come disturb us anymore!ya...i saying u IKKIJUNE!!!u R a TROUBLEMAKER!!!u come kt for wad???just come a few day can make so many problem!!i feel sorry to u when i 1st time saw u,but i wrong!TOTALLY WRONG!!i not suppose to pity u since u not a good girl!!wtf!!i really never c a girl like u..so fake!!haha!!hey!!to back urself girl!but mayb tis just ur lifestyle..the best actor!!以退为进..haha...really enough fake...come c my blog pls...tis i write for u!or mayb u no nid to c it ur 'supporter' also go tell u la...i think no nid i list down their names la...they sure know de..i tell u,dun try to touch my friend..wah!!i write u till tat ,later u 'supporter'dulan ar!!scare ar!!T.T
faster go tell ur 'supporter' la..say u no...u not a girl like tat..just i simply say oni...wtf girl..u better don do wad fake thing anymore...geli u know??haiz...wad a fake girl...
Saturday, July 11, 2009
绝望！！！
为甚么要糟蹋我对你的爱？为甚么又让我一次次失望？你已经伤我很深很深了。我的心已经伤痕累累了，没有地方可以在受伤了。。你不是答应过我你不会再伤害我吗？？为什么你总是骗我？为什么昨晚让我看到那一幕?我宁愿什么都没有看到，至少我不会再受伤了。。我刚刚对你有了一点信任可是结果又是让我失望的。不要再为昨天的事找借口了，如果你和她心里有在意，重视过我，你们不会做那些会让我不开心的事。。不要说你没有想到事情会发展到这样的地步，不要一句不懂就把责任推得一干二净。。不要怕别人生你的气，先想想为什么别人要生气！我不懂接下来的路是怎样的，我做不了决定。。把一些交给上天决定吧。。我不再相信爱情了，我也只想找一个真心爱我的人而已，爱人太辛苦了。。我不敢了。。
