回想。。。

昨晚睡前看回以前的照片。。那无忧无虑的快乐时光。。笑了，回想起很多事。。有开心的，难过的。。时间回不去了，小时候，常常希望可以快快长大。。现在，却希望回到以前。。是我长大了吗？人越大，烦恼的事就越来越多。。常常自己一个人坐在房里。。发着呆。。。我知道我改变了很多很多。。很多事和物都改变了。。我也在这环境里，平衡了自己，找到新的自己...谢谢你让我知道原来我自己也可以过得很好很好。。。没有你的陪伴，反而让自己懂了更多，学的更多。。

I failed my JpJ AgaiN

well...i'm quite moody now..just now i went to take my JpJ test ...but I failed it again ~T.T
I'm tooooooooo panic le...woke up at 5 a.m today...cant sleep well actually~keep thinking this and that..I'm not confidence on myself at all...that's why i felt scare till i cant drive it well!!!you know what the wrong i made??I forget to put down my HAND BREK!!Ough!!when i know this my mood down....i knew that i going to fail again...Here ,i would like to thank the JPJ tester~Tuan wad wad Yusof...you are a good tester compare with that last time one!!^^You are quite patient on me...Thank you ya!^6^
OHya~i going to retake my JPJ test again...but when should i take the date??august or september??August i have to face my trial sPM exam~~but if september retake ,is it too late??Pls give me your opinion~kay??i really confuse lar...Hope i can pass my test as fast as possible la..i really dun want to go bitara again!!Pls~~

smile~

那些眼泪，我懂
我有一个朋友，她表面上永远是快乐的，但是我明白她其实有不为人知的悲哀，她也有落泪的时候，只是永远在心里，从她的文章里，我总是能读到她的那些伤口，她从不曾和谁说过，只是敲打着键盘，对自己或者是陌生人诉说着.......
她这样说：
有的人不爱，但是因为时间在一起 有的人明明相爱，但是因为时间而分开了。
有些人为爱情而活，但大多数人都为面包活。
女人18的目标身份证 ， 2 8岁的目标身份 ，3 8岁的目标身价。
第一次笑是因为你的出现，第一次哭是因为你的离开，第一次笑着哭是因为你我都很幸福。
原来以为依仗爱情就可以为所欲为，无论何时回首那扇门背后的幸福总在，却不知越是纯真的感情越不能亵渎。
有时候逃避不一定躲得过，面对不一定最难受，而孤单不一定快乐，得到的不一定能长久，失去的也不一定能再拥有，转身不一定最软弱。
当一个女子看天空的时候她并不想寻找什么，她只是寂寞。
能够说出的委屈便不算委屈，能够抢走的爱人便不算爱。
其实爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去三个字，不是我爱你，我恨你，便是算了吧，你好吗，对不起。
有时候晚上想想千条路，早上醒来走原路。
有些没忘记的就不要去忘记，真正的忘记是不需要努力的。
亲爱的，你的眼泪我懂，你的好我也明白，你要好好的，就算有时候会伤心难过，只要过去了就当没发生过，我相信你可以的，最起码我所认识你那个你可以办到，不要让我失望啊。在我们的人生中总会发生一些事情，也许是你上辈子得罪了老天，他给你挫折会多一点，你就当他老人家闹脾气，别和他一般见识，做好你自己，总有一天你会有自己的幸福。

be strong girl~

I know what her feeling...because i feel it before..it's really really pain...sweety~be strong and happy...i know it really hard to do..but promise me to try,kay??Time is a medicine for you and the one who same situation with this..I really dun want to see you like last time de me...We can't control what they did to us..We just can accept it ...CrY??Worth??They have their own memories in the short time...but we have too...And i believe that we will have a better memories !!!Right??^^

Take it easy la weih...this not a serious problem to us~this just a small small case...haha!!Gambateh!!!!I love you!!!we love you!!!angel love you too^^^muacksss

GEnting and KL trip

回来家已经好几天了，一直没有心情写部落格~心血来潮就想用华语来写~才发现自己真的好久好久没有用华语了~我是华人！！！所以决定这次一定要用华语^^吉隆坡的trip，让我玩到很开心，学了很多东西。。如果还有机会一定要去玩~生活里，有好多事情是上天注定好的~我们是很幸运的~为什么还要怪这个怪那个？我也慢慢学着看开了~对事情不再强求了~慢慢学着让自己独立，坚强~~我知道他们对我的误会很深，很想告诉他们我的想法~但是，我真的没有勇气。。是我真的错了吗？我被误会了吗？我无言~我只想他们想想我是个怎样的人。。我并不生气，只有伤心，失望~~(对不起),是我认为自己还没对你说出的一句话。。对不起是我让你痛苦了那么久~
对了，假期那么久了，我真的要变废人了每天不是睡，就是吃~根本没有温习！惨了~SPM考试一定死了啦！有谁可以救救我！打醒我也可以！！快点开学啦!让我振作一点！！爸爸的生日刚刚过~在这里祝他身体健康~生意兴隆~笑口常开~~

I love peace!

Recently too many thing happen to me and the one i really care ...why all the thing will become like tat?all the thing become worst and we are no way to solve it !we are scare..those thing make us cant even to breath..what should we do?we donno...we are try to think the best way to solve tis but our mind are totally blank..how??who can tell us??GOD??Now i just can pray to the GOD...GOD bLESS us,kay??T.T

I just need a peaceful life,but can I??why so many bad thing keep come to me ??I want to rest,i want to shout,I'm really tired now!!!Can i close my eyes and all those thing just a dream??can??WE are suffer !!but how many people will know it??I think nobody~Anyway..i know i need to be strong ,be tough!!i know i need to face many problem after this saturday!!i hope all will be nothing!!god bless us,k??bless us!!we need you badly!!

Today is my 2nd sister birthday!Happy Birthday to you,my lovely sister^^all the best to you and stay happy ya~~I'm sorry ...for the mood...but believe all the thing will pass de...together add oil ba^^i love you...

finally~~

Well...i realize tat i m really lazy to update my blog^^First..i realize all the thing already~thank you because you really make me wake up from my stupid "dream" (tat ultraman told me tis)
For you..
i really speechless...go on what you going to do...thank^^
For my friend
Can you be pure be true be yourself????dun too fake in front male can??i really dun want to say you such as h*** ..please..you r really nice and good..your image for me are good...dun because of this break our friendship la,can?please~~
For those bitch
Can you all dun so bitch ma??people already got girlfriend le...you come hiao what la??when he chase you ,you dun want accepted him...then why you want to disturb his life again??why want to phone him,why want to sms him??If your bf also like that so what your feeling??please la...haiz...you very clever,but why you want to do such thing ??i really dun understand la!!!

For my dear qing
Be tough ,be strong!!dun forget that we are always beside you^^Fight for your future ,dun let your daddy disappointed!!you can do it de!!i believe you!!friendship forever^^my dear!!!I LOVE YOU^@^muacksss