21july 2010(wednesday)

Oh gosh!!i don know what happen to me actually at school today...Why my tears was drop that time??What happened right now???i confuse!!I try to dun think too much and cool down myself!!My friend asked me what happened to me,i totally cant answer it!!because i really shock!!!Emo??Should i always hi with you first all the time??and i just waiting for your respond???when your mood are better then you will reply me .but when your mood are down then???I dun want to do this kind of stupid thing anymore!!!!!!I hate myself when i doing this stupid thing!!!I dun wish to lost you!!!T.T
but i felt that our distance are become more far and far...what can i do??No one know i writing who now...because i never tell you all who r the one i keep talking about...I hope they will not simply guess who r the person~~pls~~~

what the meaning now???

We are stop sms since 4 days le~~~what mean is that???
you going to give up our friendship???
because her???
T.T

Tis post totally for you~

something we really hard to say it out infront you..so i choose to write at here..hope you can see it...you know what we angry for??not because you had bluff us...but we angry that why you still duno how to protect and love urself...'Friend' is actually what meaning for you??Can we know that??Just the person to accompany you when you'r free ?????You heard what we advised you before??You know how much we worry about you that night??We cant contact with you ~we dono where to find you....We worry how r you ???YOU kNOW THAT???? We phoned you for so many many times...but you got reply us????TOTALLY NOT!You still remember what you had told me that night??You told me that you r at home that time...BUT the truth is what????After know that ,how disappointed we are,you know???We keep thinking why ,why you want to bluff us...?Are you appreciate us???Are you???

我到底怎么了？？

Today our Miss carol came my house and fetch me go to tuition..The 1st time she drive car and also the 1st time i sit her car...erm...actually she already ok in driving le... so here..We want to say good bye to all the TaXi..we no need them amymore!!Hooray=)

Well...after the addition mathematics tuition...we went to The Chicken Rice shop and had our breakfast+lunch...We planned to go MIss carol house for the sing K sesion and prepare for the singing competition ^^i had take part in a group ~me,siet li,ming zhuang,and also kianyee....we had rush on time to choose song anymore..we do our best when practice just now~~Hope we can sing more good in the competition lo...God bless us=)We are form 5 student already^^we need more experience or can say is memory ....hehe

I think i'm facing some trouble in my life...i know i' m always stay good with him ...many of our friend think that we are fall in love with each other ..but~we are really friend!!!right??why when i knew that you sms with other girl and you 'MAY' fall in love with her ..My heart feel uncomfortable??why??i know i never fall in love with you but just act you as my super good friend!!!I dono why this feeling wil come disturb me!!!Can they go away?!!!=(What happen on me??haiz..

回想。。。

昨晚睡前看回以前的照片。。那无忧无虑的快乐时光。。笑了，回想起很多事。。有开心的，难过的。。时间回不去了，小时候，常常希望可以快快长大。。现在，却希望回到以前。。是我长大了吗？人越大，烦恼的事就越来越多。。常常自己一个人坐在房里。。发着呆。。。我知道我改变了很多很多。。很多事和物都改变了。。我也在这环境里，平衡了自己，找到新的自己...谢谢你让我知道原来我自己也可以过得很好很好。。。没有你的陪伴，反而让自己懂了更多，学的更多。。

I failed my JpJ AgaiN

well...i'm quite moody now..just now i went to take my JpJ test ...but I failed it again ~T.T
I'm tooooooooo panic le...woke up at 5 a.m today...cant sleep well actually~keep thinking this and that..I'm not confidence on myself at all...that's why i felt scare till i cant drive it well!!!you know what the wrong i made??I forget to put down my HAND BREK!!Ough!!when i know this my mood down....i knew that i going to fail again...Here ,i would like to thank the JPJ tester~Tuan wad wad Yusof...you are a good tester compare with that last time one!!^^You are quite patient on me...Thank you ya!^6^
OHya~i going to retake my JPJ test again...but when should i take the date??august or september??August i have to face my trial sPM exam~~but if september retake ,is it too late??Pls give me your opinion~kay??i really confuse lar...Hope i can pass my test as fast as possible la..i really dun want to go bitara again!!Pls~~

smile~

那些眼泪，我懂
我有一个朋友，她表面上永远是快乐的，但是我明白她其实有不为人知的悲哀，她也有落泪的时候，只是永远在心里，从她的文章里，我总是能读到她的那些伤口，她从不曾和谁说过，只是敲打着键盘，对自己或者是陌生人诉说着.......
她这样说：
有的人不爱，但是因为时间在一起 有的人明明相爱，但是因为时间而分开了。
有些人为爱情而活，但大多数人都为面包活。
女人18的目标身份证 ， 2 8岁的目标身份 ，3 8岁的目标身价。
第一次笑是因为你的出现，第一次哭是因为你的离开，第一次笑着哭是因为你我都很幸福。
原来以为依仗爱情就可以为所欲为，无论何时回首那扇门背后的幸福总在，却不知越是纯真的感情越不能亵渎。
有时候逃避不一定躲得过，面对不一定最难受，而孤单不一定快乐，得到的不一定能长久，失去的也不一定能再拥有，转身不一定最软弱。
当一个女子看天空的时候她并不想寻找什么，她只是寂寞。
能够说出的委屈便不算委屈，能够抢走的爱人便不算爱。
其实爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去三个字，不是我爱你，我恨你，便是算了吧，你好吗，对不起。
有时候晚上想想千条路，早上醒来走原路。
有些没忘记的就不要去忘记，真正的忘记是不需要努力的。
亲爱的，你的眼泪我懂，你的好我也明白，你要好好的，就算有时候会伤心难过，只要过去了就当没发生过，我相信你可以的，最起码我所认识你那个你可以办到，不要让我失望啊。在我们的人生中总会发生一些事情，也许是你上辈子得罪了老天，他给你挫折会多一点，你就当他老人家闹脾气，别和他一般见识，做好你自己，总有一天你会有自己的幸福。