煎熬

她今天离开他了～
 听朋友说她离开的时候留给他一封信和他送过她的礼物，默默走了。。。
回想起她来的时候到底是抱着怎样的心情的～是想做最后一次的挽回还是想把这段感情放下完美的句号?不管是怎样，心都不好受吧，这对一个女人是多么残忍痛苦的事啊？真的不敢想她到底拿出了多少的勇气才来到这里的～想起那天晚上他和她的场景，心不知觉的酸了，眼睁睁的看着自己最爱的人变了心～真的是种煎熬！！虽然不是和她很熟悉，但是我真的有种冲动想去安慰她，安慰她那个已经受伤的心～加油吧，你可以的～放弃一个不爱你的人也是一种幸福~他也不再是那个爱着你的他。。她很幸运，至少她解脱了～看清了。。
煎熬～
go ANd listen this song ba~

对于他，我无话可说！！
他的花心到底伤了多少人的心，伤害了也失去了最爱他的她～或许或许有那么一天他会为自己的行为付出代价～！！！！

Happy Birthday to Esther!!Sweet 18=)

Well...the time now is already 1.13a.m ~MIDNIGHT! And I just came back from outside for the celebration for my friend Esther 18 years old birthday....I get to know this cute girl through my friend Jane~They came from same hometown-butterworth..(I dono I spell it correct or not)XD ...The first impression I get from this girl is pretty,cute,and also simple...we always chit-chat ,gossip here and gossip there...kinda happy and relax when together with them..just this girl facing some love trouble and don know how to settle it down ~I have the experience before too~so I might the one who really know about what her feeling now~Many of her friend keep advised her to put down the worst relationship,just like the time my friends advised me~She can't do it as she don know how to live without him~she not even dare to think about break up or stop the relationship~because falling to deep,so it's hard to pull yourselves out from it...Jane even ask me to advised her too~But as I said,No one can help you,you the only one to help yourselves~I just can share my experience to you if you really want to releases yourselves in that relationship~I know you will wake up one day~forcing you to forget now also not the better way to you....Gambateh ,my dear friend~!Quite heart pain when seeing you getting hurt bcs of  him~=( 

     Lastly,I want to make a wish for you also,I really hope that you will get your Mr.right that really love you and care about you soon soon....Happy Birthday again~muacksss ****

The photo will be upload soon~Be patience ya^^

It's OCTOBER!!

               Unconsciously, september end and now already october,how fast the time flies..
 we went to KL during  weekend~have a lot of fun with my bestie ~our plan that want to help ah lao to celebrate his birthday was S.U.C.C.E.S.S!He received the surprises when the neway's stuff brought the cake and come in our room...

 Let the photo do the talk for today =)

                                  
                         Just look from his action,how surprises he get that time=) His mind sure think that that is                                                  
                             unbelievable~His's face really look funny right=)haha...

                                  make wishes~

                           Our lovely family's members~left Ah Boon and Kok hao =(
                                                             Friendship Forever!!

                                         Fat lao with me~!

                                                                  The end!!
It's all about today post...I know it kinda boring ~sorry...Gonna to sleep early as my class start at 9a.m tomorrow~~!!Will try to make it more interesting ~I'm promise=) good night!!

Semester 2 in foundation !!

 Back to Kampar again for the new semester ~Semester 2 now =) really hope everything going smooth for this semester..Ohya~I received my semester 1 final exam result,god bless me~I passed In this semester,that mean I not going to retake those 5 subject anymore!!haha!!I pass! I pass!!that so surprised~I tot my math won't pass in this final ,but.....hehe.....mummy gave me rm 300 for  reward..happy sia!thankiu^^

 Semester 2 .....a lot of friends already not same class with me...that means I going to meet new friends...is it good or bad??depend on yourself ba~!I just hope that I will meet someone with the true heart~won't lie between us..can I??Hmmm...good luck for those  who I know in this semester^^ Jia you~!

                                          The timetable for this semester~not bad ,right?^^

我还是我=)

回来也有5 天了，还有2天就回去了=（ 无所事事的过我的生活，每天不是吃，煲戏 就是睡觉～生活轻松得不得了～！陪陪家人陪陪朋友！每天都不知道吃了多少餐，一直吃吃吃，吃饱就睡，现在啊肚子也跟我在进行抗议～今天跑厕所几趟了～！今晚就乖乖留在家咯 =）耳边播着杨宗玮最新的歌-那个男人- 歌词很有意思，加上他的声音～真的吸引到我了～很好听的一首歌，如果你还没听过，推荐你咯～开着冷气，把耳机塞进耳朵，静静一个人，好久好久没有这样做了，好喜欢这时候，享受着音乐，享受着宁静，把自己的心情写在这里～这是多么幸福的事啊～

                                                        straight long hair~

                                                       curl long hair~


which one you all prefer???Hmm...I really need your opinion=) leaves your comment for me here okay~thankyou <3

体验

我又回到我最舒服的地方啦～我-的-家 ！！！超开心～这次是自己一个人搭飞机回来的～独自在机场呆等了数小时～草草的在Oldtown 用过晚餐后，大姐的男朋友就回家去了。我到处逛逛，最后还是选择到starbucks 打发时间～买了一杯RM15的chocolate blended ~心痛到～～～选了一张空座坐下了～拿出我向Jane 借的一本小说就开始翻读了～那本小说的书名我很喜欢<<爱要报喜不报忧 The joy of love》著者是吴若权～这本书是个极短篇的小说，反应着现代人面对爱的种种难题～我也领悟了很多很多～那一次的恋爱，自己的确做了很多傻事，错事～回来后，很多朋友问了同样的问题～燕，有新的男朋友吗？这种问题都会出现在我们的谈话里～我也只好一次一次的解答了他们的疑问～=）我还是单身，如果我说我很享受单身的生活，那我就是骗你的，单身快三年了，我只能说我习惯一个人了，但我绝不会说我喜欢上孤单了～每次看见恋人们很甜蜜很幸福，自己都觉得好羡慕，好像自己也能找到一个他～但是，不懂是不是过于理性的问题，我从来不会因为孤单而乱交往~我不是要求高，我只是不想再像那场恋爱里伤害自己或对方～我一直再反省，我改变自己，只是要在下一个恋爱里的路走得更顺更远～我不会埋怨现在的生活，我领悟到知足常乐的真理～我希望你们也是～最近，某些事一直困扰着我，我不知道如何去解决，更不知道如何去帮她～老天，帮帮他们好吗？感觉好难受，但又不能像别人说出口～还有6 天就要回去了，回去开始我的SEM2，回去面对一些带着面具的人，总是防备，防备，再防备，我不知道她为什么那样对待我们，DELETE 我们的FACEBOOK，难道有必要做到这样吗？她有珍惜过我们的友谊吗？友谊早在你对我做出伤害我的事情时，全都破碎了，我也看开了，也知道那些朋友可以交，那些不能～或许应该谢谢你让我明白这道理，让我知道你的真面目，所以，算了吧～我只希望你不要再对你身边的朋友做出伤害他们的事，不然，你只会落到没有真心朋友的地步～做事不要太主动，冲动~这是我对你的劝告～听不听随你～你和我之间再也没有任何瓜葛了～！！好了，不写了，等我有空时再写吧～=）

GG.com

Oh my god!!How I going to face my Final exam???NO mood to study at all!!AT ALL!!!!cham liao cham liao!!!this time really gg liao...what I'm doing now??blogging.facebooking,sleep?I can't iagine how i going to face my exam!!!!!!!!!!!I dun want resist!I dun want stay sem 4!!I dun want I dun want I dun want!!!!!