Friday, July 30, 2010

I m who i m!!

okay..i should want to tell you all how is a person are me! I am the one who talk very straight to all my friend~for me,hate is hate,like is like..it's really clear to know that!!i show my feeling through my face,my word,even my emotion!!I know some of them can't accept my style!!So what to do??i should change to the style you all like???impossibel!!i don't think the way i do are wrong!!so if you are not like me,please dun view my blog and don't even make a friend with me!!you'r not welcome!!!I really easy to believe on friend~i treat them with my full heart!!but they??i wonder why they like to play 心计 with their friend??I hate this jind of thing so so so much!!!!izzit this is call friendship??????Last time,one of my friend told me that,tis world no real friend~why should you want to take out your heart to treat your friend??you will get hurt in the end also,worth??I not agree what tis friend told me...I still believe on my friend!!even if the time all my friend lie on me but at least i still believe that my best friend CAROL LOK SEOK CHIN wont treat me that!!!so i appreciate her so much!!!really...I hope ,really hope that our friendship wont end till the day we die!!!can??

At here,i want to tell all of you,if you feel that where the thing i make wrong,please please tell me and dun keep inside ur heart..i really welcome to hear all the comment and try my best to change to the best!!!thanks!!!

Thursday, July 29, 2010

29 july 2010 4.19p.m

Skip school today and went to the library study for the coming trial exam~actually no mood to study~keep playing and playing~T.T tired!!! just reached my sweet home and i have a BM tuition later~4.30p.m...really lazy to go lar!!!!all of my friend n0t going to tuition today,but me??erm... still thinking lar!!!>.

I was waited for his message last nite...I'm so happy when i received his msg!!!!really...but..why i was so happy??Do i care him???NOP la!!!i dun wish it!!!!trying to put down the feeling to him ...i really scare to get hurt again...it's really really pain!!my life fulfill with friendship and family~~i enjoy my single life now!!!i want single life and dun want to fall in love with any guy~so pls dun come on me 1st~^^haha

Monday, July 26, 2010

congratulation~~^^




Congraz to my group member (li,zhuang,yee) WE get naib johan in the music fest~~hahaha..actuallyi felt that we are not really perform well in our song!!we are too panic and the mic are sososososo cheap~so ,we not expected to get a number in the end!!BUT

we get number 2 in the end!!!...Group yang mendapat naib johan ialah LEE SIET LI,LEE LAY YAN,LEONG MING ZHUANG,dan CHAI KIAN YEE!!!!We are shocked that time!!!this is the 1st reward in our competition~yeah!!!
I really like my performance in the duet~~i really enjoyed with it!!!THanks A LAO!!!although we no get any place ~~but i sure that all of them are really enjoyed our performance~right??we are the best in my heart!!!!
although qing them lose in the group..but they are really perform well well well in the competition!!You all are the best!!!our family member support you99!!haha~~love you all all the time^^
I really want to thanks all my friend for the support ya!!i really appreciate it la..so touchT.T
the banned i sure will keep it nicely^^It's really really nice!!!!Anyway,i just want to say that So glad to meet you all^^ thanks and thanks and thanks....................................muacksss..love you all sosososososo much^^



Sunday, July 25, 2010

add oil^^

TOMORRO!!!!26july 2010~~oh...tomorro will be the singing competition ~~i had take part in duet (a lao and me)制造浪漫and group(li,zhuang,yee and me)~~ 再见北极雪


so scare so scare so scare so scare so scare!!how ??T.T i hope i can really perform well in front of 300 hundred people in front of the stage~~~add oil to miss carol,kok hao,annie,and my partner chee huey~~support you all always...dun forget the aim we take part in this competition ya...just want be fun^^lose or win not a important thing to us~~The important thing is ENJOY,right???^^yeah...jiayou...

Saturday, July 24, 2010

I going to be alone=(

Well..from now on...i going to be alone...my second sister is back to kl for her studies ~she came back 3 months for her holiday~In this 3 months...it really happened many many thing to my house ~~ this changed really made our life different~and i know i need to used it on!!As a sister,i need to take care of my two little sister,my parents are busy for their business and they are lack of time to really look after them~~i know this is my 'job' as a sister...i just hope i can do my best lar~~Should be more mature after this!!><
I going to sleep alone after this!!!Argh!!i never sleep alone in the night since i was small...but now i have to do that...how?how ??how??T.T i miss the time when four of our sister sleep together in a small room...it's really warm~~We talked our secret together,cry together,even we quarrel together ....it really a sweet time~but now no more...we are hard to be together like last time....can the time turn back to that time???pls~~
nothing more to write here..going to sleep alone today~~Tonight will be a good night??i hope it will^^good night!!

Friday, July 23, 2010

=(

这个秘密,藏在心里很久了~~没有人知道为什么我一直这样做的原因。。。别人误会我,就连你也误会我了!我无话可说~我答应了她。。。答应他永远都不会说出来。。。怎么办了??我还可以做些什么???

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Okay...before i post tis video..i should say sorry to miss carol.hwee ting and siet li...haha...i had promise you all not to post this video at facebook so i post at here=)dun scold me...^^this dance is create from me^^