是时候放弃了吗？放弃我和你半年多的感情。。或许半年的感情比不了你和她的感情。。现在的你开心吗？有比和她再一起的时候开心吗？这是我常常问你的问题。。我怕，真的很怕，怕现在的你是假的。。我变的更没有自信了！这几天，我很开心，我终于发自内心的笑了，我感觉到，朋友也感觉到了！我以为噩梦结束了，可是我错了。刚看了她的部落格，他和她的约定？我不知道，不知道他们之间的事情。我很想懂，可是我知道我没有权力知道。。我想我应该算了吧，明明自己没有那么大方。又假装大方。。现在连自己都看不起自己！哈哈！可悲吧！我对他的爱根本不能和她比较，她会尊重他，重视他，甚至为他付出所有！这些是他想要的，我给不到的！！我很想自私，不去理会其他人的感受，可是我做不到！我不想他的心会动摇了，我再也承受不起了，让他找回他和她的感情，或许是最好的！我也会努力的^^
tis is really the end for us??i dono,no ppl know also..u had told me many many thing..u said wad u do is for my own good..(u say u chase the girl bcs of me also),so i told u break v her la if u said de all is the truth..u din answer me...u just said one day u will do it..one day???when???i duno..but i din ask u le..i know how i ask u ,u also wont give me a real answer,right??..so i give up...i really enjoy talking phone v u yesterday,the last call...tell u the truth,yesterday wad u told me i all believe..not i stupid but i just wan to prove to myself i din c wrong ppl...mayb tis just can make me feel not so suffer...haha...stupid,right???today morning qing msg me,i tell her wad my feeling in my heart,qing phone me after she c my msg,she told me tat her heart felt pain when c my msg,she also felt touch..felt wanna to cry tat time..haha...sha sha de la qing...i really can feel tat she know me much..really..
有人说，《当爱人变了心，一个眼神，一个小动作，你都应该能够了然於心，爱上一个靠不住的人，越清醒反而越痛苦，但是有些人往往为了顾全自己的面子，为了不让自己给人[不幸福]的印象，通常把所有的苦往肚子里吞，然而，如果当你的爱情患了[末期癌症]，勇敢地拔掉[呼吸管]，也许才是对爱情最后的景仰与尊重。。。
haha....i really stupid..i believe wad u said to me...EVERYTHING!!!i never think tat u will bluff me one day...really no...u wan me to wait for u...u said u don wan to hurt she..u said u will solve this problem in 3 days..u wan me to wait u..u said she too love u cant live without u,so u need to fnd a good way to tell her..u say u very suffer...haha..all u said de just a lie!!haha...i also dono y i will believe u...when i told u i know all the thing,u said all is bcs me...wah!!i never think u will give me tis answer...when i know all the thing,i so surprise,unbelieveble,disappointed ,sad!!!i dun understand y u will treat me tat!!thx someone tat wake me up from my dream(a stupid dream,think tat u wil come back),u could fall in love to other girl easily,y i cant?i cant image when we r in relationship ,wad u told me is true or nt...i knw mayb ur gf will come view my blog!!so wad?scare she know all the thing??cal her be relax...i wil delete u in my mind forever and ever....dun try to disturb my friend again...Do wad u wan!!!if u bu suang ,i write u tat come scold me...i wait u!!!!
hey!!!wad u wan actually??u feel wan to play v me??come on...i challenge u !!even i knw u more clever than me,but so wad???pls don act pity again le....very geli u know?i knw u wan to say wad wad u very suffer la..dono wad urself wan actually,very fan ar...go die la...tis is the reason tat u use to hurt two girl beside u,loving u...i really dono wad ur feeling...but ur problem already hurt many ppl....u said wan to solve it...haha...wad a joke...one day then one day...the ppl tat loving u more suffer u know??but i knw u dono..so u just can keep hurt the ppl who care u and love u...erm..not dono is act dono....sorry..u force me to think u like tat...ok la...wad wait u...no nid!!!go together v ur good gf...she need u badly,love u deeply.. i can feel it...but pls behave urself...in my mind ,u still my friend ...good luck on u and ur gf....bye.....
haiz...finally school reopen le...scare to go school,i knw still got many obstacles i need to face it..tis is why i don wan to face so many ppl...many ppl gave me many comment....i got hear it..i knw...they are for my own good...they love me much...don wan to see me get hurt again..many of my friend knw my thing but they din ask me at all..i knw they don wish me to think back again...but....my heart??haha....someone keep make me laugh,make me happy..thx....i cant say out tis word in front u all bcs i really dono how to say it out....so i choose to write at here...haha...today MH come ask me wad happen on me?/wah...he also knw it...died!!!i m sure many ppl already knw my thing..but nvm...i think tis thing will pass soon...who r me???layyan ma...kw say de super lly ma....haha...jx boy ,win hao they say de pig yan....i knw i will be nth de....
