Merdeka~

31 ogos1957 ...Malaysia merdeka!!!!so...means that Malaysia is already merdeka for 53 years^^Well....let's shout MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA~Should I say I love malaysia????One malaysia????lol...speechless la~but..i'm happy because tomorrow is a public holiday!!!that mean i no need to wake up early in the morning ~~No need to take my exam tomorrow!!let's we cheer for it~~
just now went out with two of my best friend...ting and yi~had our dinner at small thailand^^(mong gu steamboat)our favourite=)3 person ate 1 set and add on 2 plate of meat！！keep chit-chat at there...after that we went to the shop that next from the zies corner...i ordered ice blended milo~cheap +tasty^^continues chit-chat again~~girls ma...from one topic to another topic~10p.m plus...yi's parent coming to fetch us back home....so we stop our conversation at there^^thank uncle ,aunt for sent me back home^^thank so much......i enjoyed the day with you all...talk from the truth heart...i enjoyed it much..friend....真心的朋友~=）

exhausted~=(

physics paper 2 for tomorrow~~studying...but feel so sleepy....haiz!!!tired~~~~~~~~god bless me

exam week.....

Family
Trial for spm now....I try to work hard for this examination ~I know how important the exam for me~~but believe me..i try to do the best!!I have a caring and loving family member...I appreciate them so much...I love you all.....even this word I never say out from my mouth because I really shy to say this infront you all....XD last tuesday my dad came brought me after my chemistry tuition ,in the car he ask me some question

dad:你几时考试？？

me:考着咯。。今天第一天，考历史~

dad:你会做吗？

me:哈哈。。。写99XD

dad:哦。。不要给自己压力，懂吗？？尽力就好

me:我没有给自己压力啦~明天考bio、我不要读！！我最讨厌的科~

dad:哦~你自己想啦~我没有力管了~

me:会啦，我会进TARC ...放心~呵呵~~

I have a caring dad~HE care of me so much...scare i cant afford the pressure~but I look like no pressure lah~~haha..anyways..i promised him i will try my best in my SPM ~that what i had promised to them....=)

FRIEND~

Erm...i just realised that actually i just have a few of real friend~~ya..Real friend~The friends that still beside of me ,believe of me~~yea~thanks for yours Believe ~appreciate....^^

For those who had no chose to believe me~thankyou...I don't want to know the reason you be a friend with me before...利用？？？？anyway..it's pass....just stop our friendship here ...because for you,i'm no 利用价值anymore~~

I know i changed a lot...change to more protect myself....to avoid to get hurt anymore....Am i wrong??I think no~I just realize that no need to 付出你全部的真心去对待你全部的朋友，留给那些真心对待你的朋友就够了！

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她是那种一旦接受了就会完全付出的女生，你这种男人碰不得她~她会受伤的，她的心已经有了一道疤痕，你忍心再加上一道吗？

Touching~~~

李丽燕...你是个好女生...他不懂得珍惜....并不代表别人也不会....人生难免会遇到很多波浪...但总是得克服...我相信...你能找到一个疼爱你...陪伴你...守护你...关心你...宠坏你的好男生...过去的就让他过去....重新再来...
当你空虚...寂寞...我和一群朋友们都会陪你...逗你...支持你...
至于考试...我们一起加油吧!!!!

someone send me this msg just now...omG ,i'm so touch la weih!!!even we are that kind not so close de friend,but i received the warm from a friend~*Touching*Thanks you so much...

How you release your feeling??

相信每个人都有自己发泄情绪的方法~有些人因为面子的问题，不常向别人说出自己不开心的事~为的只是让别人觉得自己可以过得更好~过得很好~我说得对吗？？或许自己就是这样的人=)我知道我身边也有这样的人~而且很多很多。。。有时候闷在心里太久，真得很辛苦！有些人利用酒精的帮助，让自己陷于不太清醒地处境，好让自己能放下面子和尊严的问题，大声地诉苦，大声地哭~~让自己的难过有地方可以去~我明白那种感觉！说了出来或许解决不了问题，可是至少可以发泄掉一些自己不要的情绪~昨晚，我参加了好朋友前男友的生日会~我看见了他的难过，虽然他是笑着的~可是我就是感觉得出~他不停的喝~不停的和别人干杯~~或许我想多了~可是心是那么的痛着~看见了很多，看到他的痴情，她也感觉到了，她也不开心！或许他们有缘无分吧~应该只有那样解释~有人笑着，有人哭着！人~是多么难猜的动物啊~往往不能从表面看他们是否开心或难过~~每个人都会掩饰自己，不让别人那么轻易的猜穿~为了只是在保护自己，不让别人有机会伤害自己~我懂这个道理~这个世界很复杂，你说单纯很难~我也明白了

sHUTup !!!!

Can you shut UP please???You also the one who don't know everything!!!!Think yourself first when you try to scold or say someone!!Don' you make me hot!!!!Who are you ??no people want to hear your comment or advise@@okay??You know to say people 38 other people thing,but you also doing the same thing~and the worst thing is you still feel that you are not doing anything wrong~SOHAi LA!!!GONG!!!

KKKKKKKKeep your mouth shut !!No one want to hear what you talking about...you are disturbing us,you know??if dun believe us then pls you go far away from us~~!!!!!!

Everything~

最近发生了很多事~这件事让我看透了很多东西~我不知道该说些什么好，能解释的，我也解释了~能说的，也说了~你们对我的意见是什么，我管不了了，也不想管了~我知道自己是个怎么样的人，我做事对得起自己的良心，好朋友对我的信任~我就满足了~=）

友情~对每个人的意义都不相同，有些人把朋友视为很重要的人，有些就认为友情根本不会长久，何必付出真心去对待~对我来说，朋友是我生命的一部分~我把真心给了他们~我会毫不怀疑的相信这他们~我一直认为别人也这么做~到最后，我才发现一切都不是我想得那样~

如果事情可以那么简单的说出来，不需要考虑任何一方，那该有多好啊？？很多事，我们真得不能只看表面~有些话我不能说出来~心里的苦，有谁会知道？心里承受的压力，有谁能体会？~从我选择闭口不说的那刻起，我知道我不能怪别人~心里的那块石头，紧紧地压着~我快透不过气来了~我只希望时间能慢慢冲走那石头~

对于他，想告诉他，你能不能不要对我那样好？我很感动！！我好怕自己会爱上你！！你懂吗？？我不想开始这段爱情~恋人是短暂的，而我想和你做一辈子的朋友~希望你能明白~

schooling weekend~

I came back from the 2 days 1 night camp kecemerlangan Spm 2010 that held at the TEr ~Really having a lot of fun there^^Thx all my dear friend^^erm...actually learn a lot of thing from this camp~The situation at there really suitable to study ~The hall is cold and the tables so big..i can put a lot of thing on the tables~haha...If our school provide this kind of classes for student then i can make sure there are no student want to ponteng class anymore~so why the Jabatan Pelajaran Malaysia don't think about this ???Then our UPSR,PMR,SPM,or STPM result all sure very good and have a big improve^^Aren't this is a good idea??haha~Think about it~We had recorded a quite funny video at there,but some of them dun't let me to post in the facebook~so i had no idea...i should respect them tooT.TBut I will post this after few week..let him forget about this video 1st...Hiak Hiak^^

Nothing more to write,so....bye bye to you all 1st lo...^^i will upload my blog if i will got thing to share with you all ~here some picture to share with you all during the camp~hope you all enjoy it
friends



i love this photo so much~



our family^^

wearing school uniform~

朋友？？

朋友的定义对你来说是什么？？看你这样，心真得很酸~一直问你值得吗？你没有回答。。她们有在乎过你吗？她们有把你视为好朋友吗？你也没有回答~只是眼泪一直掉下来~我知道你是真的痛了~从你的眼神里，我可以看得出你对他们的在乎~~我知道你被误会了，找不到机会解释一切~~

终于你对他们解释了~说了对不起~虽然我不知道你为什么要说对不起~可是你的道歉却不被接受，她还给你一些警告！我生气了！为什么他们可以对你这样！！我不明白~从去年开始，我看到他们对待你的态度~一年过去了，一样的事情重复着~我真的忍无可忍了！！就连旁人也看得出他们对待你的态度，纷纷为你打抱不平~我要让他们知道,你不是好欺负的！你知道吗，有些人认为他们很聪明和成熟了，所以不屑他人的意见~所以他们总是不知道自己的错误，而理直气壮的批评别人~聪明不等于成熟~我不比他们聪明，但我知道如何对待我的朋友，如何回报他们对自己的关心~友情对我来说很重要，相信你也是~可是对他们来说友情是什么，我不懂！他们有为这件事反省过吗？问问他们吧~你好好想吧~

Trial exam

Time passing so fast so fast~~Trial exam is nearer and nearer!!!!but i'm still no mood to start my revision yet T.T Today i 'm quite moody at school...i don't know what thing that make me moody,and I just felt don't want to talk so much ~~

I know i 'm not enough mature compare with someone same age with me ~~I hope I can be mature a bit!!I 'm the lazy gal...lazy to study ,lazy to do my homework,lazy to do my revision!but my trial exam is just around the corner...i don want to regret after the time i take my SPM result!I don want my parent disappointed on me,I dun want!!!!!If i dun want ,i know i should start my work today!!I hope my mind can really be mature!!!i dun want to so playful again!!!This is not the right time to play and enjoy life!!I know That how important the Spm result for my life!!I need the result to apply many thing !!My parent is a busybody!They need to work early in the morning!!They need to earn money for us!I know i should not make my parent to worry about me anymore,i already a 17 years old gal!I should do my thing by myself and try to don disturb them...I want to set up my mind to study,but can I???

Anyway!!i promise myself to do my best !!jia you!!!add oil!!!gambateh!!!!!

bye...good night~11.07p.m^^